Just You Is Enough

Feelings

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I couldn't believe what my ears have heard, did I just heard him in a wrong way or what?

I was speechless to be honest.

"Are you really serious?"

"I am serious... you have no idea and it's driving me wild."

"I'm sorry, I just couldn't believe it, but you know that Myra's happy now with my brother right?" I ask.

He sighs deeply.

"Yes, I thought I already have a chance but then, ugh! I can't even believe myself right now..." He groans.

"I hate the feelings of having like this..." He added.

"You shouldn't because it's normal you know. We're humans, duh?" I said.

"I know, I know! It's just sometimes I wish we could choose whoever we want to like or love. This life on earth is so unfair!" He said as he drinks his glass of vodka.

We are here at some expensive night club. I feel so undress right now.

"Scott, you are my friend and believe me when I say that I really know how it feels. But Scott, you need to move on, you have to. "

"Well, did you?" He asks.

"What?" I ask.

"Did you already move on?" I was caught up for a moment.

"I know about your relationship with Luke, I told you I'm going to find out. But then I guess my sister came and ruin it?" He said with a chuckle.

It took me a minute before I speak,

"I guess it's not all about your sister though... It will be unfair if I blame everything to her. We are two in here, Luke and me, so it's in our palm too. And to answer your question, I haven't moved on yet..." I said honestly.

Nodding, he looks at his glass carefully like he is inspecting it.

"Why?"

"I don't know... All I know is I love him still and it'll stay there..."

"Then how did you make it? How did you make look him still in the eye even if it hurts already?" He asks again.

"My love for him, the love I was feeling inside of me for him."

"You are such a nice person Sam, if I could just choose you over your best friend then I would, (he said with a chuckle) you have your friends, family with you. What a lucky girl"

"Don't be so dramatic Scott, you have us, you have me, and you have your family!"

"Family? Are you kidding?" He laughs bitterly.

I raise a brow at him.

"What's wrong with it?"

"I don't have one; the word 'family' is something I don't have..." He said.

"I don't get you..." I mumbled.

"Alicia is not really my mother; Tanya is not my sister too. I was about twelve or thirteen when I lost my mom due to some cancer. You have no idea how a fighter she is, she never showed me even a glimpse of pain she was feeling. She was tough that made me for who I am now, but then things happen and she had to go. Part of me saying that at least she is now at peace but of course I'm still missing her, I never feel loved by Alicia, she was just there for my dad and I'm still grateful for that while Tanya on the other hand, maybe a brat but I can still feel that somehow she cares. I remember when we were young and we are just so inseparable. She is so adorable. My dad met Alicia two years after my mother died and that's when I started getting a little disappointed with my dad..."