Just You Is Enough

beautiful goodbye and a new friend

I being hurt was an understatement but I'm not going to lie to myself if I say that as time pass me by, I found myself taking things too easy about how I felt about this break up between Harry and I. It's not the same on how I felt when Luke made a decision before about leaving me. What I'm feeling now is far from it. I used to ask myself 'why' but I can't even find the answer.

Last night, Myra and I lounge at the balcony of our room with our cup of coffee as we admire the view in front of us. She confesses me something that bothers me more.

"I, I need to tell you something..." Myra said as she sigh and put her cup on the small table beside her.

"What is it?" I ask as I also put my cup on the table and pull my blanket around me.

"My parents got divorced and it's final now along with the papers. I was actually thought they're getting along but maybe I just dream too high about them you know, and now all I can think about is my sister. If you'll ask me, I can manage to handle it but my sister is all I'm thinking about. She is too young for this and she doesn't deserve it." She said sadly.

"I'm sorry to hear that... I know that your sister is a strong girl and I knew that she will make it especially that she has you. This is the time where she needed you the most, be there always, show her that she is not alone, show her that you will always be there to protect her and love her. You are a great person Myra and I know that you can do it especially at these times..." I told her and she nods.

"Thanks." She said as we look back at the ocean once more.

"It was actually a beautiful goodbye you know," she said after a while.

"Your mom and dad?" I ask and she shook her head and continues.

"James and I's breakup... It was actually a beautiful goodbye..." she said seriously.

I frown and said;

"I don't really get it..."

"That night, we have this argument and on and on but when we finally calmed down, he told me things that make me love him more, I'm not actually talking about the sweet words if you're wondering about it. I was talking about how he made me feel so loved and made me realized about everything... I was hurt, he was hurt. Everything happened so fast that and I the more I think about it, the more I think how I've been such a fool. Damage has been done; there is no question about it. He sacrifices too much for me you know. I'm sure he's not telling you this but mom and dad don't like him... but James being James, makes it like it was nothing and you know he is, he still manage to treat them like nothing is wrong. He still tries to get them like him, he try to talk to them even if they're disrespecting him, one night we are having dinner when my dad tells me I should date the Mayor's son Carlo. I was so angry with my dad but James manages to hold my hand and calm me, saying its fine to him. We've been together for a year and a half but he is still the guy I would always fall for even in another life. I don't know if I can still go on with my life without him but I only want what's the best for him because I love him so much, I should have fight for my love with him, I should have show him that I care for him and love him so much. If I could just make things right but it's just too late now..." She said sadly.

I never thought that James has been treated like that. I was so angry with Myra's parents, they just can't treat my brother like that and it pains me as I thought about my brother. On the other hand, I admire him. I admire everything about my brother. I am so proud of how gentleman he is, how tough he is, how he made it... I've thought about the love they have and it's really something...