Karmina's KARMA(COMPLETE)

Chp 16

Restricted chapter.please read at your own risk.-apple.

Chapter 16

"Karmina!!"

I look to the voice that was coming from the open gate, I can't see him clearly cus the lights was too bright that it's coming from the moon.

Hindi ko man siya nakikita, alam kong siya yun.

"K-Karmina"

He's now close to me. I saw his eyes was shock from my face.he look to me fom head to toe.

But nevertheless, he hug me.

"Don't scare me like that karmina, kung natatakot kang makita ka namen, please,wag saken, kahit saken lang, wag kang matakot, hindi kita tatabuyin"

I push him. He fall from the floor.

Tiningnan ko yung mga kamay ko. Bakit hindi ko na sila makontrol. I didn't meant to hurt him.

He look at me.he's hurting.he's hurting because of me.

"A-arghone, I-I'm sorry!"

"Karmina!"

I flew out the church and went to my car.I drove fastly till I get to my condo.

I went inside and lock the door.

"Meow~"

"He's not for me grandma! Look what I just did to him! I hurt him! I hurt the man I love!"

I hug my knees.and tears started to fall.

I can't erase the fact that I'm totally in love with that dick head, the moment he's gone,he was always on my mind, he never went out of my mind.

But I can't love him, I'll just hurt him physically and emotionally.

"Meow~"

I look at furball.he was holding a hand mirror. I took it from her mouth and look through it.

I see my normal self.my black hair was back, from my natural skin color through my eye color. I look.... Fine again.

Like I'm wearing my usual mask again.

"It doesn't change the fact that she still here inside me! The karma will only ruin the moment I will have from him,and I don't want that to happen.I want to treasurer every moment we had, from cat fights, from intimate one's"

I smile when I remember how we use to have cat fights because of something we didn't agreed on then later on we will be having our intimate moments. The unexpected ones.

"Meow~"

"Furball, I love him, I really do. But I can't make up my mind right now.I know if he went into my life there's a possibility that he's not my soul mate and I'll be continuing being like this and he won't be able to be happy"

I just can't let that happen.

I decided to leave this place and move on.diba yun naman talaga ginagawa natin, pag hindi para sa atin mag move on nalang kaysa masaktan natin sila dahil sa pansariling kagustuhan natin.