You're Mine

Chap 20

I couldn't move, I was frozen. Never in my life have I seen someone I love so much hurt them self so badly. I was tearing up.

"M-Mike what're you doing?!" I stuttered.

In front of my eyes, I saw my boyfriend with a rubber band around his arm, injecting himself with heroin. He turned and saw me, the needle still in his arm.

"The pain was intolerable, I had to.....It helps the pain disappear." He closed his eyes, feeling his high kick in, a devious grin on his face. I stood there still shock driven. He pulled the needle out of his arm and unwrapped the rubber band.

"Mike how could you?! It's slowly killing you! I love you so much and don't wanna lose you!" He put his hands on his knees and wobbled over to me.

"Mike sit down before you fucking fall down." I guided him to his bed and laid him down.

"D-do you do this a lot?" I asked, fearing the answer.

He sighed ashamedly. "I do whenever I have pain. So...yes, frequently." He slurred.

A tear dropped down my face. Mike noticed and wiped it away.

"Didn't you ever think about rehab?" I cried.

He nodded. "Yeah, never tried it."

"Well, maybe you and Layne can go together and help each other out."

He frowned. "Yeah...I guess we could." We sat in silence for a moment.

"Mike, I want you to know I care about you because I love you. If I didn't care."

He smirked. "True."

I patted his leg. "C'mon let's go downstairs. Sean made breakfast."

"Oh god...I hope he didn't poison it." He said, chuckling.

"Nah, he didn't, I had some." I giggled. As we were walking downstairs, Mike latched onto me from behind, his head resting on my shoulder. I put my arms up to his around my body and held onto them.

Sean's POV
I heard footsteps and moments later, I saw Mike and Erin. He had his arms around her lovingly. Mike stared at me mockingly. As he kissed her neck and shoulder, he gave me a devious grin, almost as if he was saying," What're you gonna do about it?" I rolled my eyes, shaking my head and turned back to MTV. "Walk" by Pantera was playing. Everyone in the band loves them. I know them personally. Phil is a pretty cool dude.

They walked back into the kitchen and chatted. Lord how I hate how she's with him. He's a heroin addict for crying out loud! Not like I don't have my own problems, but still.

She will be mine one day.....

A\N: Hello! Haha sorry I've been on a sean Binge haha. OH BTW WHO WOULD READ A PANTERA \PHIL ANSELMO FIC?! CUZ I WANNA WRITE ONE CUZ SADLY THERE'S NONE ON HERE!! OMG THAT GIF THO I LOVE MIKE