My Hero

Chapter 29

"You told me you were a virgin." I yelled, barging into his room. He sat up on his bed as I shut the door and crossed my arms over my chest, standing like I would of I had my hand on my hip.

"I-I am." he stuttered, that means he's lying.

"Lie." I mumbled, running out of the room and into mine, locking the door.

"Let me in Phoenix." Nico's voice filled my room.

"No just leave me alone."

"No i need to talk to you."

"No you lied!" I told him, feeling the tears come. We've barely started dating! And he's already started lying.

"We weren't ...you know." he said softly. "I wanted you to think I was a good kid."

"I would have still thought of you as one." I told him, hopelessly. He sighed.

"Baby please let me in."

"Why should I?"

"So we can talk about this without everyone else hearing." he pleaded. I sighed, I guess we probably have to.

I opened the door and looked at him.

He had tears in his eyes.

He shut the door behind him and turned to look at me.

"Please let me explain." he pleaded. I nodded, telling him to go on.

"When we played that game, I liked you and I wanted you to get to know me and I the same. I just wanted you to see me as a good guy who hasn't done anything wrong, I didn't think you'd find out. So when we started dating," he scratched the back of his neck, "I wanted to be your first, I wanted you to think we were doing this by ourselves, for the first time, I wanted to be experienced so you liked it.... I wanted nothing but to make you happy Phoenix." I blushed and looked away.

"You wanted to be my first?" I asked, looking up at him. He nodded. "Why did you lie? I would have you rather tell me the truth." he looked down, ashamed.

"I know I'm sorry. I guess I just wanted to seem cool to you I guess. By being a virgin, in my head, that made me cool to you."

"You would have been cooler if you just told the truth, I like the truth, hun. Yeah it would have been nice for both of us to both have our firsts together,"

"Wait! Are you saying we're going to--"

"I don't know. I do know that I want you to tell me the truth from now on, and so will I. Ok?" he nodded his head.

I walked over and wrapped my arms around him. "But can I ask who you did it with?"he froze, after he had wrapped his arms around me.

"Trinity." he said softly.

"Did you--Did you like it?" I asked quietly. He thought for a minute.

"Not really. She took charge, which is hot but, she did too much and it was hard and gross, and with her." he said with a disgusted look on his face.

I laughed, looking at my adorable boyfriend. He looked down at me and made a funny face.

"What?" he asked, furrowing his eyebrows and smiling.

"Nothing you're just kinda've adorable." I said with a grin. He chuckled and pulled me closer.

"Other way around." was all he said that made me blush.

"So where are we going tomorrow?" I asked, hoping to get it out of him

"Guess you'll have to find out then huh?" I rolled my eyes.