Never Enough

fifteen.

Mia.

"Mia?"

Both Ethan and I turned our faces behind us and-

"Oh my god, Sarah?"

"I usually walk on the beach at night a couple times a week... didn't expect to see anyone I knew. How are you?" she rambled.

"I'm um," I glanced at Ethan and smiled, "I'm doing good, how about you?"

"Well, you know," she laughed, placing her hands on her hips. "Just been working mostly, but we should defiantly get together and hangout!"

"Yeah for sure, I'll let you know" I smiled.

"Great, well i'll see you then!" she waved and jogged back from where she came.

I felt Ethan lean off of his hands and pull me into him again.

"Who was that?" he asked, rubbing his hands up and down on my arms trying to create enough friction to keep me warm.

"She's this girl I met one day while running some errands. She works at a store in the mall and she helped me put together some clothes and I don't know... we just clicked I guess" I said adding a small laugh to the end of my explanation.

"She seemed nice" he smiled.

"She is,"

•••

"Bye Madds, I'll come home soon once I feel safe enough to be on my own" I hugged her goodbye in front of the restaurant where we parked.

"Please do, I miss you so much" she rubbed my back and squeezed me tighter.

Once letting go, I said bye to Alex and me and Ethan drove back to the apartment.

I was exhausted. The food combined with the serenity of the late night beach stroll made my eyes feel heavy. My head slipped onto the window momentarily so I could close my eyes for a few seconds during our drive back, but moments turned into minutes and eventually, I just fell asleep.

Ethan.

Her small body was balled up against the passenger door as she fell asleep.

The sound of her soft breathing made my stomach flutter. Just thinking about how amazing my night was with her and everyone else... I kissed her on the cheek countless times and she even kissed mine once. Not to mention the way she reacted when I sucked and bit onto her neck.

Memories of that moment came flooding back into my head, and my pants started to feel a little constricting all of the sudden.

I looked over to see if she was still asleep, and thankfully, she was.

I brought the palm of one of my hands down to my groin and began palming myself lightly through my jeans. Thinking of all the things I would do to pleasure Mia was enough to get me hard as a rock.

I fluttered my eyes as I began to press a little harder and quickened my pace.

fuck.

This probably wasn't a good idea.. because either way I'm screwed. If I finish, it'll be a freaking mess and if I don't, she'll defiantly notice when we get out of the car.