Weird Thoughts

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I'm going off of a quote I heard from Steven Universe but do you ever feel so lonely even though you're surrounded by people? I've been having weird thoughts lately, I don't know why but I'm lonely? It's hard to describe, like you know how people have best friends right? Well I have friends but I don't have a best friend. Like I don't know I may have one but I don't realize it? And I see all these people (outside and on Wattpad) and they're all happy with friends and all that. And I give them good wishes and compliments and all that, but I don't ever say it to myself it's weird. Like I don't want other people to fall even though I'm falling myself, is that weird? I think it is. Sometimes I just want to bash my head in a wall or throw myself off a cliff for having these thoughts. I don't know, my mind's been a mess lately. And the movie with my sister was fun until her friend came over, and I just went back to my room.

I don't know trivial stuff I guess, I should be focusing on college. Again my mind is a mess. Maybe I'm just venting, yeah that's. Just a stupid ramble about how I feel, pay no attention please, go about your day like normal.

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