It's Dark in here

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By which I mean my mind...I'm sad again. I don't know why...maybe because I'm lonely or something? I have no idea why...maybe it's mood swings again. This is just a chapter where I put a bunch of random thoughts again. There's this lingering thought that with the way I am now...I won't make friends in college. I'm just gonna be another person on campus...but I'm not out there laughing and hanging out and everything. Just stuck in my dorm by myself, even on here I feel lonely, just either studying or sleeping. And that just sounds boring...ah irrationality. And I mean I can't call my family all the time...

Just a little petty existence that doesn't matter to other people. I keep slapping myself to stop but it's like a boomerang. Meh...I feel like sleeping again.

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