Wanna Hear About My Life?

New Years

Ah the New Years, the time to turn over a new leaf. This time I mean it, CAUSE 2016 WAS SHIT AND I CANNOT WAIT TO WATCH IT DIE. EVEN THOUGH IT'S LIKE STILL HOURS AWAY BASED ON US TIME. IT'S STILL DEAD TO ME. Although it wasn't all that bad.
For example:
I got into university and finished my first semester
I met some really good friends that changed my lonely life
YURI ON ICE/ bungou stray dogs
I managed to get in touch with my identity

This year, although it was shit, certainly was interesting. I'm just praying 2017 would tone it down a bit, if not I will fite. Like I said for the elections, I'm not letting some Cheeto puff a president determine who I am.

With that said what I'm most thankful are my friends. My college friends and my friends in Wattpad. Wattpad was an interesting case because I'm not one to interact with my community, I'm just too self doubtful..and anxious. To be honest I've had a lot of self hatred brought upon from the past, but I won't get into that. And depression started rolling in during college. But I had Wattpad and Tumblr with me.

To be honest I think this was the year I started Wattpad. It was interesting, like everyone else I have no idea if I would start books. Then when I did it spiraled. Literally, now I'm planning something to the equivalent of a full fledged novel. I'm still practicing outside of Wattpad to improve myself, I just hope someone will constructively critic it sometime. I appreciate everyone of you I hope you know that. Never in a million years would I anticipate 341 followers. I thank everyone of you, readers, followers, voters, commenters, friends, for bringing me in. I'm a smol insignificant person, but I hope my writing has entertained you in any way. This year I hope to be better. Helping, volunteering, writing. I also hope to start my own streaming account too.

It's also because of this site I met some unforgettable people. You know who you are:
aimar_
semipai
FUZZYCHOCO
toastedapple
Artsy-Inkster
cynically-
Reina_de_Naipes
FanficsbyDori
donuthxle
WaffleCake00
And many more whose names I have probably forgotten and so I bow and apologize to you. Everyone I could go on for hours, but then this thing would be so long like up to 10k words. All of you are so special.

Each individual facing their own hardships KNOW I am proud of each and everyone of you for making it. I acknowledge your struggles. I just hope this year would be better, starting off the year with smiles instead of tears.

Also cynically- , a very happy birthday to you and I hope it'll be a good one. But all my birthday wishes will be saved for later ;).

I've said the words over and over but I want to say it again.

I'm gonna cut the message short because I'm sure all of you have received the same message over and over. And indeed think the same thing. A very Happy new year to you all, and hoping we all could be friends in this community.

P. S I told you I suck at words.