The Girl Named Rogue and The Alpha

Off we go again.

It's been a week since that incident with Eric's father.

I've had many sleepless night because of my nightmares.

I'm starting to think I'm causing allot of trouble to Eric's pack.

I looked behind me as I heard the door slide open.

A tall muscular man walked through the door. He was followed by a rather short bleach blonde.

"Oh. Um do you know whee Eric is?" He asked.

I smiled weakly and stood up from my chair on the deck.

"I do, but who's looking?" I questioned tilting me head to the side.

"Clay Henderson his beta." He narrowed his eyes at me.

"Well in that cause he is his office and to inform you I'm not a rogue anymore. I may smell like one still but I'm Eric's mate." I said in a b*tchy tone.

Clays eyes widened and his gesture softened.

I looked over to the girl that was slightly standing behind him. I gave her a soft smile.

"Oh this is Ashli.. Ashli uh?"

"Rogue! My name is Rogue. Nice to meet you Ashli!" I said smiling and offering her my hand.

She accepted my hand but raised her eyebrow at my name.

"Well I have to talk to Eric you two have fun and chat out here." He said kissing Ashli on the cheek and walking back into the house.

Ashli came over and sat down beside me.

"So you're the one I've even hearing so much about." She says softly but I can't help but feel a sting in my heart.

'Uh. Ya I guess. That's me." I say as look down at my hands.

"If you're such a deep rogue inside why stay here?"

"Well I guess I've cases Eric so much trouble he deserves me to be a good mate now." I say looking down at the ground.

For some reason I felt comfortable talking to Ashli.

I looked up at her and she showed me her perfectly white teeth in her perfect smile.

I was surprise she wasn't being rude to me. Considering the trouble I've put her and the whole pack in.

"Well you may owe that but you also owe yourself to do what you need in your life and if that's being a rogue or staying here you need to decided before its to late" her words cut into my heart.

I didn't really want to be here as much as I loved being with Eric and it would mentally rip me apart if I left I know I can't stay.

I was meant to be a rogue and that's what I belonged to be.

My wolf loves being near Eric's wolf but she also wishes she could leave and run free again.

"Thank you Ashli. You are a great person. But please don't tell anyone about this but I've decided to leave and go back to my rogue ways. I will miss you lots even though I barely know you it seems like we would have been good friends." I said standing up as she followed me.

I give her a big hug and I walked back into the house and ran up to my well Eric's bedroom and wrote him a note.

"Dear Eric:

I'm sorry for causing so much trouble. Tell the pack I'm sorry too. But I'm mostly sorry for all the fighting and hurt I brought to you.

I have decided to leave I'm not telling who or what made me change my mind but it happened and I think this is for the best.

Please don't look for me or worry about me. I love you with all my heart and that's not just because we are mates. But these last few days have been great but all good things have to come to an end. Please find someone else and mate with them.

Forget everything about me and be happy.

Thanks you Eric. I will always love you.

Love: Rogue"

I sighed it and walked down to the kitchen and put it on the leftover container of food.

I knew Eric would be hungry after his work in the office.

I walked back out to the deck and saw Ashli still sitting there.

She saw me and stood up and gave me a bone crushing hug.

"I'm going to miss you so much even though we just met" she gushed.

I smiled into her shoulder "I'm going to miss you too!" Said letting go of the hug.

"Don't worry I'll take care of Eric and so will Clay and David" she reassured me.

I let a weak smile pop through my lips.

With my wolf hearing I heard the office door open on footsteps start moving around.

Oh no. Eric was done.

"Oh Ashli I have to go before Eric finds the note and doesn't let me leave." I say running past her and shifted into my red wolf and ripping my clothes

"Off we go again" my wolf said.

She whimpered at the thought of leaving Eric but quickly howled at the thought I running free again.

I ran through the forest a full tilt. I stopped once I knew I was alone.

I was a long way past the pack territory and now on no mans land.

I felt free again. But this time I felt like a part of me was missing and I knew exactly what it was.

Eric.

**NOTE**

I am so so so so sorry. It's been like two days since I last updated but I've been really busy and I know this chapter isn't much it's sort of short but the next few after should be better!

I finally got my glasses! I look like a nerd!

That's all.

-Brooke