He's Our Brother

1.06 It's 5SOS

Cody's POV:

The next day we had magcon so of course we had to get up early...witch I despised but Matt finally found a way to wake me up. Starbucks. Yup total white girl right here. He order a Carmel mocha frappuccino. Yum. Anyway so me and Matt got dressed and headed down to sound check.
"Hey Matt?"

"Yeah cody.?." He replied taking my hand as wewall down the streets. "Since yesterday was your birthday and I didn't do anything special would you like to go to dinner tonight.?" I looked at him. His eyes are so beautiful, if I tried hard enough I could literally could stare into them for hours. "Cody you did do something special yesterday. Something very special to me." He giggled. "i know but I didn't do anything like.....fancy dinner special. Or picnic on the beach special." I sigh "but you don't have to do that. Yesterday was the best day of my life ok. You made it that way. You don't need fancy things for me to be happy because I love you so much and you made me the happiest person alive." He replied. By now we are outside of sound check but we don't head in yet. "Matt I love you." "not as much as I love you." I smile and bring him into a passionate kiss.

We pull back for air then head inside. I automatically get called in for microphone testing. "Cody I need you to sing a song so we can test it." I nod to the random guy. I see a guitar and a mic and sit on the end of the stage. I start to sing amnesia by 5sos.

"I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I

thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine

Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?
When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone
I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone
And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around

It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on
It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long

It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say