[EDITING] ChanBaek: Wildest Dreams ¦ 슬픈 사랑 Series

(20) Truth to be Told

"I like you... so much."

Damn.

"I'm wanting you too much, and I'm thinking about you too much. I don't want other's treating you like the way I do. I'm happy everytime you pays attention and I felt like having a knot inside my stomach when we kiss..."

"Stop."

"... You're too damn beautiful to be true Baek, and I like you..." Tinakpan ni Baekhyun ang tenga nya pero patuloy parin si Chanyeol.

"I wanted you and I'm needing you..."

"Stop Chanyeol! You're lying!!!"

"I'M NOT! Sabi mo sabihin ko yung totoo pero hindi ka naman naniniwala! Damn it!" Sinuntok nito ang manibela. Natahimik naman sya dahil don.

"Eh si Kyungsoo, ano ba sya sayo?"

Katahimikan... matagal, parang walang katapusan na katahimikan. "See? Ano ba sya sayo Chanyeol? If you like me then what do you feel about him. Certainly not just like right?" He sounded so bitter pero anong magagawa nya, he needs answers. He needs peace of mind.

"A best friend. A brother."

Natawa sya sa sinabi ni Chanyeol.

"Why can't you just say that you love him?! Para hindi na maging magulo lahat ng to. Just say the fucking words and leave me alone!"

"I can't."

Chanyeol's selfish... too selfish.

"You can't what? Say that you love him—"

"No. I can't leave you alone."

Napahilamos sya sa muka. Parang lalo lang gumulo lahat. Pano ba sya maniniwala sa lalaki. BEST FRIEND? JUST A FUCKING BEST FRIEND?! Sinong tanga ang maniniwala sa pagiging best friend lang.

"Chanyeol, don't fucking play with my mind! Hindi ako tanga!" Naalala nya bigla lahat ng sinabi ni Daehyun.

Pero alam naman natin yung mga ganyang palusot para itago ang mga dapat itago. Antagal na natin sa industry na to.

Damn right. Bakit ba hindi nalang sya iwan ni Chanyeol tulad ng ginawa ng lahat sakanya?! He's tired of hoping that they won't leave but unfortunately they always do.

Now he doesn't want to trust anymore. Because trusting means hurting and he's so full of hurting, tama na.

"Tangina naman Baekhyun! Bakit ba ayaw mong maniwala?!?!" Nagulat sya sa narinig. He suddenly felt the burning sensation on his chest and the sudden burst of butterflies inside his stomach. This won't do. Kung pwede nya lang spray-an ng bug spray ang mg paru-paro sa tyan nya. Kanina nya pa ginawa.

"For fuck's sake Chanyeol, tell me the truth."

"Baekhyun, Kyungsoo is a best friend. Hindi ko sya karelasyon! He's a younger brother to me. Look Baek, Kyung and I have been together for almost all our lives." he glances outside before Chanyeol speaks again, "I used to live with him, and we're used to take care of each other. Please believe me Baek." He looks at the guy and he saw desperation etched on his face. He suddenly remembered Chanyeol's tears, Chanyeol's anger and how they share the bed without doing anything sexual. But the thought of Kyungsoo and Chanyeol together, living in the same roof made him remove his lingering stares at Chanyeol.

"Then why do you have to lie to him everytime we're together. Why do you have to discard me like I'm some kind of disposable, re-usable thing when he calls." Sumbat nya dito.

Sandaling natahimik si Chanyeol. "Because he hates it when I'm with someone else."

Tangina. Kung ganon bakit pa sya nilalapitan ni Chanyeol?!