[EDITING] ChanBaek: Wildest Dreams ¦ 슬픈 사랑 Series

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Agad na hinubad ni Kyungsoo ang damit nya pagkapasok na pagkapasok sa loob ng bahay. Malagkit yon dahil sa beer na ibinuhos sakanya ni Baekhyun. Thinking about it, iyon lang ang ginawa sakanya nito.

Luhan came inside after parking his car outside.

"You sick bitch!" Napaatras si Kyungsoo ng sugurin sya ni Luhan. Mukang kay Luhan pa sya makakatikim ng sampal na dapat galing kay Baekhyun.

And then a slap came across his face. It was so hard he almost stumble down the floor. Umayos sya ng tayo at sinalubong ang tingin ni Luhan.

"Ano nanamang ginawa ko sayo?"

"I flew directly from a meeting when I received your call. Tapos ano? That's it? Kung ano ano nanamang sasabihin mo kay Baekhyun. Those pictures, was that intended for me too?"

Napatawa si Kyungsoo. Fuck, they've known each other for two fucking years already and Luhan still think of him this low. Tinawagan nya si Luhan dahil kailangan nya ng kaibigan. Sure he doesn't have anybody, any real friends but atleast he knew Luhan will hear him out, pero mukang nagkamali sya.

"Para kanino ka ba nagagalit Luhan? Para kay Baekhyun? Fuck! Last time galit ka sakanya tapos ngayon kung kampihan mo sya ganon nalang, you two faced bitch."

"I knew exactly what it feels like to get cheated."

Naiinis na umiwas ng tingin si Kyungsoo. Yeah, and Baekhyun also knew what it feels like to be the one who cheated. Tahimik syang tumalikod at umalis sa harap ni Luhan. Luhan will never understand him. Nobody will understand him.

"Thank you for coming Luhan." Saka nya sinarado ang pintuan ng kwarto nya.

Naghubad sya ng damit saka pumasok sa banyo. He was welcomed by his own reflection. Hindi nya kilala ang taong nasa harap nya. It was staring right through him, boring holes through his skull.

Fuck, he was so angry. He never felt this angry with himself before.

Gusto nyang umiyak sa galit, sa sama ng loob, sa hiya sa sarili nya.

Naligo sya saka lumabas ng kwarto. Wala na si Luhan, but Jongdae was there. Hindi naman sila ganon ka-close ng manager nya. Siguro kasi dating manager to ni Baekhyun. Sometimes he wonder what Jongdae did for Baekhyun that he will never be able to do for him.

Yes. He's that insecure.

Minsan lang sila mag kwentuhan nito at ng nalaman pa ni Jongdae na sya ang Soo na nirarant ni Baekhyun nung nasa Jeju pa ang mga ito, lalong lumayo ang loob nito sakanya.

"What happened to your face?" Nagulat sya sa tanong ni Jongdae.

"It's fine." He deserved it anyway. Hinawakan nya ang parteng sinampal ni Luhan. He winced. Luhan surely know how to bitch slap someone.

"Was that from Baekhyun?"

"Of course not." Umupo sya sa bangkuan saka tinanggap ang inabot ni Jongdae na compress. "Baekhyun didn't even touch me, he's that disgusted."

Pinatong nya ang malamig na compress sa muka. It was cold, soothing. Tapos natahimik na ulit. He knew Jongdae was thinking about things. He was too.

"You love Chanyeol that much? Ayos ka lang ba?"

It was the first time someone asked him if he was okay after what happened. Kasi alam naman ng lahat na hindi nya deserve ang tanong na yon. He was the villain. Kontrabida sya. Ang mga kontrabida, sinasabihan ng mamasakit na salita. Hindi tinatanong kung ayos lang ba.

"Do I deserve to say that I'm not fine?"

Natawa sya.

"Kasalanan ko naman talaga lahat umpisa palang. The reason why Chanyeol and I never happen is because of me."