[EDITING] ChanBaek: Wildest Dreams ¦ 슬픈 사랑 Series

(36) Troubled

Chanyeol kept on asking who the guy was pero tahimik lang si Baekhyun, he doesn't want to add more of his shits on Chanyeol's fury. Kyungsoo's words kept on ringing inside his mind kahit na sinabi nya sa sarili nya na hindi sya magpapa-apekto sa mga sinabi ng lalaki. He's a paranoid boyfriend. Alam naman siguro ng lahat yon, lalo na ni Chanyeol. If something was bothering him, it started to create alot of what if's and stupid conclusions inside his mind.

"Why did you even enter such place? Sinong kasama mo?"

"Kyungsoo..." He blurted it out before he could control his anxious mouth.

"What?"

"Stop Chanyeol. Stop talking, stop asking, stop it. Naiirita ako."

And everybody else knew how short his temper is.

"I am too." Well, Chanyeol is somehow like that as well.

Masama pa kapag sinabayan ni Chanyeol ang inis nya. He would burst out, he would shit and thrashed but he contain himself. Ayaw nya man na kung ano-ano ang isipin ni Chanyeol, mas ayaw nyang mag-away sila dahil sa walang ka-kwenta kwentang dahilan.

"Look, Chanyeol. That guy has nothing to do with me. Diba nga dapat tinatanong mo ko kung ayos lang ba ako? God, you're impossible." Sagot nya bago tumingin sa labas ng bintana ng kotse.

"Bakit kayo mag-kasama ni Kyungsoo?"

Tinignan nya ulit ng masama si Chanyeol. This is getting out of hand, konti nalang, mumurahin nya na si Chanyeol.

"Baekhyun—"

"Tangina mo."

Fine. He had a drink, there's alcohol in his system right now, what Kyungsoo told him earlier keeps on swarming inside his head tapos sasabayan pa yon ni Chanyeol. He's so over everything. Good thing at wala syang hawak na kahit ano ngayon dahil kung may hawak syang trophy, siguradong naibato nya na yon sa sobrang inis.

"I'm just worried okay? Pano kung may nangyari sayo don?"

"Oh my god!" Bulong nya saka humarap kay Chanyeol, "Muka bang nag-enjoy ako Chanyeol? Do you think I enjoy hearing Kyungsoo's shaming? He even brought Luhan for god sake!"

Si Luhan. Damn it. Naalala nya nanaman si Luhan.

"I'm just worried sick Baekhyun."

"I hate you."

Sandaling natahimik sa loob ng kotse.

"I'm sorry about Kyungsoo. I'm sorry about his words if it hurts you. I'll talk to hi—"

"Don't!" He blurted it out louder than he expected, "I mean, no, don't. Stop being responsible for Kyungsoo. May isip na sya Chanyeol and maybe his mind tells him that I'm a good for nothing relationship wrecker. Sya ang dapat nag-so-sorry, not you."

Ang totoo, ayaw nya lang na mag-usap pa ulit ang dalawa. Ayaw nya lang na mag-kita pa ulit to. At the same time ayaw nyang mag-karoon ng idadagdag pa sa pagiging paranoid nya. He had enough.

"What is he even talking about, Chanyeol? Why does he always insist that I ruined something when I know I didn't." Tahimik lang si Chanyeol. He's not talking and it added to Baekhyun's anxiety.

The car pull over the parking lot. Lumabas agad si Baekhyun, but Chanyeol didn't, and that made Baekhyun stop dead on his tracks.

"You're not coming?" Umiling si Chanyeol and suddenly Baekhyun had this burning sensation on his chest. Hindi pwedeng uuwi si Chanyeol kay Kyungsoo ngayon. No fucking way.

First sex... First love.

"Please?" Ayaw nyang isipin na nag-sesex pa rin ang dalawa, but his freaking paranoid mind knows better than to shut up.