[EDITING] ChanBaek: Wildest Dreams ¦ 슬픈 사랑 Series

(51) Diagnosed

Nakatitig lang si Kyungsoo sa phone nya, habang nag hihintay ng tawag galing sakanya. He barely needed this drama right now, but the hell, he's already here, there's no turning back.

Napangiti sya ng makitang tumatawag ito. It's wrong, yes, but it's thrilling, it's satisfying, it... makes him happy.

"Jongin."

[Soo, sorry if I called late. Nakatulog na sya.]

"Then go here already. I've been dying to see you."

No he's not inlove with Jongin anymore, at least that's what his mind kept on telling him. Matagal na syang nabingi sa sinasabi ng puso nya, pagkatapos ng ginawa ni Chanyeol, hindi na sya naniniwala pa sa sinisigaw nito.

[I'm on my way, babe.] Napakunot ang noo nya.

"Jongin?"

Sinagot sya nito ng maliit na hum.

"Pwede bang kung anong tinatawag mo kay Krystal, wag mong itawag sakin? It's irritating. Kung tawagin kaya kitang Channie, how'd you feel with that?"

[Sorry okay? I'm driving. Gonna hang up.]

Namatay ang tawag. Hindi nya alam pero nairita talaga sya sa babe nito. Krystal is his babe, not him. He would prefer Soo over that shitty call sign. Krystal, that bitch, Jongin is his, pagkatapos nagkaroon lang ng collaboration nakipag hiwalay na sakanya si Jongin.

"I will settle down with her Soo."

Now, he wanted to laugh at Jongin and Krystal's realtionship. Settle down pa nga.

Nang makarinig sya ng busina ng sasakyan, agad syang lumabas. Nakita nya si Jongin na nakasandal sa sasakyan nito. Typical jerk guy.

"Jongin."

"Hey."

Sinalubong sya ng lalaki saka pumulupot ang kamay nito sa bewang nya. Hindi nya alam pero tuwing gagawin ni Jongin yon, iniisip nya na sana wala nalang si Krystal. Tss, he really needed to stop thinking about that. Past time lang naman to, just to stop the pain from being left behind.

...from being set aside.

Gusto nya, yung ganto, yung sya yung pinapriority. Kim Jongin is making sometime for him, he's setting aside Krystal for him and it made his ego boost.

Hahalikan sana sya ni Jongin pero iniwas nya ang muka dito.

"You should know where to do things and where not." Tumingin sya sa paligid saka hinatak ang lalaki papasok sa bahay nila ni-more of sa bahay nya nalang. Chanyeol's already gone. Hindi na yon babalik.

Pagpasok nila sa bahay, tinanggal nya ang kamay ni Jongin sa bewang saka sya lumayo dito. Agad namang kumunot ang noo ni Jongin.

"What's wrong?"

"Jongin, how do you feel about all this?"

Narinig nya ang mahinang tawa ni Jongin saka ulit ito lumapit sakanya.

"I feel the thrill, feel hot, I feel dominant. How about you? How do you feel?"

Agad na nag salubong ang mga labi nila. That is not what Kyungsoo wanted to hear but if that's what Jongin can only give, then he doesn't have the position to demand more.

The world is too cruel to deal with.

Alam na alam ni Do Kyungsoo kung gaano kalupit ang mundo. That cruelty made him build a different him, not just the walls but also the inside. Masyado na syang pinahirapan ng mundo nato para maniwala pa sa pagibig, sa katotohan, at sa mga tao.