[EDITING] ChanBaek: Wildest Dreams ¦ 슬픈 사랑 Series

(31) So Done

Nakaupo sya ngayon sa harap ni Oh Sehun. He was looking outside as he kept on fiddling with his fingers on top of his lap. Sana bumilis ang oras, sana matapos na to lahat. The atmosphere between them is so fucking eerie, it's giving him chills.

"Cappuccino parin?" Saglit na tumigil amg daliri nya ng mag-salita si Sehun. Yes, it's still Cappuccino. Naalala nya tuloy kung paano tanggalin ni Sehun yung naiiwang foam sa upper lip nya noon. Maybe that's why he always wanted to drink capuccino with the guy... before.

"Please, I don't have the whole day."

"Baekhyun, it's been two years."

"What do you want me to do?" Tanong nya. He need to look strong.

"Sa loob ng dalawang taon na yon, wala akong ginawa kundi isipin lahat ng nangyari..."

"Hindi lang naman ikaw." He smiled bitterly before looking down at his coffee.

"Those are the darkest days of our lives." Bulong ni Sehun.

"Mine wasn't just dark..." Tumikhim sya bago ituloy ang sasabihin, "...it blacked out. It shuts down totally."

"I'm sorry."

This time umangat ang tingin nya sa muka ni Sehun pero agad din yong bumaba sa mga daliri nito. There lies his engagement ring which bonded him and Luhan together. Kung dati siguro, he would wish that it was him pero hindi eh, it's not like that anymore.

"Congratulations nga pala, s-sa engagement mo." Damn, why stutter!

Napansin siguro ni Sehun ang pag-titig nya sa singsing nito kaya tinakpan yon ni Sehun by folding his hands together.

"Luhan wanted it."

Sehun sounded like he's making an excuse again. Ganon kasi to mag-dahilan dati. He always say that Luhan wanted it, Luhan insist so he doesn't have a choice, Luhan is this, Luhan is that. Wow.

"Good for you then. Hindi ka nag-kamali sa pag-pili." Galit sya... Sobra, kay Sehun at sa sarili nya, "Kung wala ka namang importanteng sasabihin, I think I should go."

"You haven't touch your coffee."

Ngumiti sya habang nakatitig sa kape. "I stop drinking coffee."

"Since when?"

"Since today." Sinubukan nya ulit na tumayo pero hinawakan na sya ni Sehun sa braso. It doesn't send electricity or warmth but chills, it's cold, it's uncomfortable.

"Baek, I miss you."

Napapikit sya sa narinig. No, this is not happening. Pakiramdam nya sinampal sya ng malakas sa sinabi ng lalaki.

"Shut up." Bulong nya bago dumilat at titigan ang lalaki sa mata.

"Baekhyun." Those piercing eyes is telling him the truth pero ilang beses na syang naloko ng mga mata na yon. Ilang beses na syang napag-laruan ng mga mata ni Sehun.

"Stop toying with me. You have a fiancé and I have someone else." Tumingin sya sa taas para pigilan ang luha nya. Damn... Ano nanaman ba to?

Nagulat sya ng biglang hubarin ni Sehun ang engagement ring at ihulog sa kape nito.

"What the fuck are you doing?"

"I made a mistake in choosing. I want to make it right." He can't believe this guy. Hindi nya na alam kung ano bang tumatakbo sa isip ni Oh Sehun pero mukang hindi yon maganda.

"Stop this Oh Sehun."

Si Oh Sehun, the guy is like a virtual represention of all his pain in life. Kapag nakikita nya ang lalaki, it brings back more than thousands of memories, happy, flamboyant and painful, daig pa nito lahat ng kantang napakinggan nya kung mag-balik ng milyon milyong masasakit na alaala.