[EDITING] ChanBaek: Wildest Dreams ¦ 슬픈 사랑 Series

(57) Karma is a Bitch

Isipin mo nalang namatay na ko, so you wouldn't have to dwell with the pain anymore.

...I wish I could just die to stop your pain.

Naglakad si Baekhyun pabalik sa cinema. His head was throbbing from too much crying again. Nakahawak sya sa pader habang pilit na itinutuwid ang lakad nya, even though his knees are wobbly, he still tried to make it look normal.

Hindi nya alam kung bakit nya hinalikan si Chanyeol, it just breaks him even more to feel his lips again, so why? Hearing him call his name again tortured him, he almost die listening to it. So why? Why can't he stop his heart from beating for Park Chanyeol?

"Mrs. Kim?"

Tumingala sya para makita si Kasper sa harap nya. He tried smiling but he can't. He just can't fake his emotions in front of Kim Kasper. This guy is one of those people he wanted to push away, pero hindi nya kaya. He is one of those people that he badly wanted to stop from caring for him but he can't.

"What happened? Ayos ka lang?"

Umiling sya. Bakit nya sasabihing ayos lang sya kung hindi naman talaga. His tears strated to trickle kaya pinunasan nya yon saka sinubukang ngumiti. Naglakad sya palapit kay Kasper at sinalubong sya ng lalaki sa braso nito.

The guy hugged him, but it's not warm enough to make his heart flutter. Why can't his heart flutter for someone else? Ihinilig nya ang ulo sa dibdib ng lalaki at pinakinggan ang tibok ng puso nito, it was eratic. Why can't his heart beat as loud as that for this guy? Ayaw nya nang masaktan. Nakakasawa. Pero mukang hindi parin nagsasawa yung sakit na pahirapan sya.

Kasper bent down to kiss his head, just then someone emerged from the door he came from. It was Chanyeol.

Kasper pushed him a little kaya nakita nya si Chanyeol na naglakad palapit sakanila. Nagtama ang tingin nila, pero walang kahit anong emosyon sa muka nito. Chanyeol even bowed to Kasper as a greeting. Nang makalagpas sakanila ang lalaki, nagsalita agad si Kasper.

"What's wrong with him?"

Umiling lang sya saka nag iwas ng tingin sa papawala nang imahe ni Chanyeol. Wala mang kahit anong emosyon sa muka nito, nakita nya naman kung paano kumuyom ang kamao at kung paano mamula ang tenga ni Chanyeol.

He shouldn't he noticing those things but he can't help it.

"Kasper... can you please take me home?"

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The ride home was silent.

Ni hindi nagtatanong si Kasper sakanya ng kahit ano, and he wanted to thank the guy for that. He kept on twirling the bracelet on his wrist, thinking about everything Chanyeol had said.

Ano bang gagawin nya?

Hindi na alam eh. If they get back together, will he get the assurance that it will just be him? Will Chanyeol be faithful enough to be just like the way they are before? Questions. His descisions always end up as questions he can't even answer himself.

Sa dami ng iniisip nya, hindi nya na napansin na binuksan na pala ni Kasper ang pinto para sakanya. Bumaba sya at humarap kay Kasper.