[EDITING] ChanBaek: Wildest Dreams ¦ 슬픈 사랑 Series

(50) Returned

"Si Sehun po ito. Sorry if I gone MIA for almost two weeks sir. I had to attend a lot of things in China. My engagements already called off."

Pinanuod nya si Sehun habang may kausap sa phone. Nasa loob sya ng kotse ng lalaki. Tama, kotse ni Sehun. Sya, si Byun Baekhyun ay nasa loob ng kotse ni Oh Sehun.

Nakakatawa.

"Good day din po sainyo."

Pinanuod nya kung pano ibaba ni Sehun ang tawag at kung paano nito ilagay ang phone sa ibabaw ng dashboard. His eyes linger on Sehun's ring finger longer than anywhere else.

Right, no ring.

"So why are you doing this?"

"Doing what?"

Napairap sya.

"This. Doing all this shit?"

Muntik na syang mapatalon ng hawakan sya ni Sehun sa kamay. Another surge of cold strikes him when their flesh met.

"Bitawan mo nga ako."

"Sorry."

He knew this is a stupid idea. He knew it. Dapat hindi nalang sya pumasok sa cramp space na to habang si Sehun lang ang kasama nya. But for the sake of Lu fucking Han, he's been trapped inside this car long enough.

"Baliw ka. Pwede bang ayusin mo yang utak mo at balikan mo si Luhan?"

Pinanuod nyang huminga ng malalim si Sehun.

"Si Luhan ang may gusto nito."

Ha. That's bullshit.

"You are bullshit. Ayusin mo to, Luhan is hurting. Pagkatapos mo kong saktan noon, dapat masaya sya ngayon. It's what cost my pain."

Sehun raked his hair with his hand.

"Ano bang alam mo Baek? Luhan has been cheating behind me all this time. Nag-uuwi sya ng lalaki sa bahay, iba-iba bawat gabi. The reason why I sold the house and bought a fucking condo."

Napalunok sya. No he doesn't know that. He didn't hear that part of the story. Why?

"And so you just gave up on him."

"He gave up on us—"

"It's because you're turning back into someone who had hurt him."

"Baek please... it has nothing to do with the past. It's all because we're not happy anymore. Naiintindihan mo ba?"

Si Sehun ang hindi nakakaintindi, sya lang ang hindi masaya. Masaya pa rin si Luhan pero ngayon ninakaw na ni Sehun ang saya na dapat nararamdaman parin ni Luhan.

Ugh, shit. Bakit nya nga ba kasi to ginagawa? Dapat, dapat hinahayaan nya nalang si Luhan kay Minseok. But thinking about it, hindi fair yon kay Minseok. Ayaw nyang madamay ang hyung nya.

"I don't want to meddle with this but I have to. Luhan is hurting so please Oh Sehun wake up."

Binuksan nya ang pinto at bababa na sana ng magsalita ulit si Sehun...

"I'm wide awake, and I still love you, Byun Baekhyun

Fuck.

His knees suddenly turned into jelly. Hindi nya alam kung bakit. Hindi nya alam. Sobrang sobrang nanlambot sya sa narinig.

"Shut up."

Pinilit nyang ayusin ang pag-lalakad pero hindi nakikipag-cooperate ang tuhod nya. They're being wiggly as hell. Ginusto nyang tumakbo ng makarinig sya ng pag-sara ng pinto ng sasakyan at ng may humawak sa bewang nya, hoisting him up.