[EDITING] ChanBaek: Wildest Dreams ¦ 슬픈 사랑 Series

(9) Bracelet *

"I know you didn't just talk Baekhyun. I hate to say this but I hate you right now." Inis na sabi sakanya ni Jongdae.

"I know." Nakaupo sya sa kama habang nakaharap sakanya si Jongdae.

"Yun na nga eh! You always knew! You actually knew what you're doing! You knew all along pero bakit parang hindi ka nag-iisip!" Napasiksik sya lalo sa headboard.

"I just can't..."

"YOU JUST CAN'T?! CAN'T WHAT?! CONTROL YOUR RAGING HORMONES? CONTROL YOUR LUST?! Baek! Maawa ka naman sa sarili mo."

He remained silent. Kasi tama si Jongdae, kasi totoo lahat ng sinasabi ni Jongdae.

"I saw how you struggle before. I'm not ready to watch you stumble again. Layuan mo si Chanyeol, may boyfriend sya Baek. Naiintindihan mo ba? You're not Zei and he's not Zander. This isn't something that you can easily escape once you entered it. Katulad lang din sya ni Sehun. Now you let him in, tingin mo ba pakakawalan ka pa nya?"

"Sorry."

"No. You didn't do anything wrong to me. You better think about the things that will happen after this. Don't fall on the very same hole all over again Baekhyun. That wouldn't be an accident anymore but stupidity."

Tuloy-tuloy na lumabas si Jongdae sa suite nila. Alam nyang galit na galit ito kaya hindi nya na sinabayan pa.

Now, he had a taste of a Park Chanyeol, binigay nya na ang gusto nitong makuha sakanya, he'll just wait for Chanyeol to stop this crazy cheating-on-my-charming-boyfriend thing.

Iyon lang naman ang gusto ni Chanyeol diba? To get inside his pants. Now he already did, sigurado syang hihingi pa ito sakanya. Chanyeol is a guy like that, because Sehun was like that. Pare-parehas lang naman sila.

Toying, playing with him like he's some sort of a disposable plastic toy.

Pero hinahayaan mo silang gawin yon sayo.

Probably, kaya nga iiwas na sya kay Chanyeol. Hangga't mababaw pa, hangga't hindi pa kasing lalim ng kay Sehun. He will flee this situation, hindi katulad ng ginawa nya dati. He let himself drown in Sehun, that he almost die.

Magdamag syang nakatingin sa kisame habang suot parin ang damit ni Chanyeol. Magdamag nya ring hinintay si Jongdae na bumalik pero nakatulog nalang sya kakahintay dito. He's probably so mad, so furious at him right now that he doesn't even want to see his face.

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Nagising sya ng may yumakap sakanya ng mahigpit. "Baek." Tinignan nya ang oras and it was 5 in the morning.

"Jongdae?"

He flip the guy on his back. "Ang baho mo."

"I know. I drink liquor. You know liquor? Of course you knew liquor. You knew everything. But you don't use your brain. I also eat cup kick, cup kick? What's cup kick?! It's supposed to be cupcake moron."

"Ano bang ginagawa mo?"

Bumangon ito para tignan sya, "I hate you so much."

"Sinabi mo na yan kanina."

"And I drink liquor." Sinubukan nya tong buhatin pero makulit ang isang Jongdae lalo na pag-lasing.

"I can see that." Inilipat nya to sa kabilang kama saka sinubukang palitan ng damit.

"Why are you stripping my clothes?!" Sinubukan nitong pigilan ang kamay ni Baek. "You'll gonna rape me?"

"NO! What the hell. Will you please cooperate Jongdae!" Tinignan lang sya ng Jongdae ng kakaiba bago sumagot ng okay. Kusa itong naghubad ng shirt at saka ang pants. Sya naman kumuha ng damit ni Jongdae na pamalit.