[EDITING] ChanBaek: Wildest Dreams ¦ 슬픈 사랑 Series

(61) Greatest Fear

this chapter is dedicated to sibi fam, thank you for welcoming me into your sweet family mga bago kong babies at eonnies (at bro's). Labyu guys.

a.n/ Mt. Hallasan is Korea's highest peak that lies in the heart of Jeju Island. Hindi naman sya ganon kahirap akyatin since it's not really steep and all, but it's raining snow and the roads are convered with it. Tsaka let's just imagine that Gwaneumsa made the trail a bit more harder.

Enjoy reading.

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It's almost three weeks since Chanyeol arrived in LA, three freaking weeks without Baekhyun, and he's slowly dying.

Nang lumipad sya papuntang LA, buong byahe yata syang tulog. He flew in a really bad shape that time, emotionally, mentally, goodness, he almost puke after arriving.

Isang linggo syang parang tanga, he would even put up an alarm kung kelan sya kakain, maliligo at matutulog dahil lagi syang nag-space out. Akala nya pagkatapos ng isang linggo, mawawala din yung pakiramdam na parang may malaking butas sa gitna ng dibdib nya pero habang tumatagal, parang lalong lumalalim yon.

Sobrang hirap...

Sobrang sakit...

Sobrang nakakaupos...

Hindi nya alam kung hanggang saan nalang ang kaya nya, pero alam nyang malapit na sya sa limitasyon nya. Gusto nya nang bumalik kay Baekhyun, ngayon pang isang linggo nalang, pasko na. He wanted to go back in his arms. He wanted to atleast spend that time with his love.

Hirap na hirap na sya. Pero kung babalik sya, si Baekhyun naman ang mahihirapan. He'd rather kill himself than see Baekhyun dying because of him.

Tumayo sya sa higaan saka naghubad ng t-shirt at ipinunas yon sa pawisan nyang katawan. He just had the worst nightmare of his life. Ni hindi nya magawang isipin manlang ang panaginip dahil sa sobrang sakit non. It was Baekhyun leaving him, the same way his parents leave him. In the same territory, same sequence of events, same crash he never wanted to experienced again.

Pilit nyang pinipigil ang panginginig ng buong katawan nya habang nakatitig sa labas ng bintana. It was the only source of light inside his room. It's so terrying, thinking Baekhyun would leave him like that. Pero panaginip lang yon, gising na sya. Siguro nagtatrabaho ngayon si Baekhyun sa Korea since umaga don ngayon.

Biglang nagring ang phone nya sa nightstand at nakitang tumatawag si Minseok, manager ni Baekhyun. It was so unreal akala nya nag-hahallucinate na sya. Nang sagutin nya yon, nakatanggap sya ng malakas na sigaw mula sa kabilang linya.

"Minseok?" His voice is still quivering from the nightmare earlier.

[I just can't stand it Chanyeol. Yung feeling na maayos ang kalagayan mo dyan habang si Baekhyun hindi ko alam kung nasa mabuting kalagayan ba ngayon.]

Minseok was so angry.

[This stupid rescue team even say something about 24 hours shit, ngayon palang sila nag uumpisang maghanap. Gusto ko nanag mamatay.]

Maayos daw ang kalagayan nya... sana nga maayos nalang ang kalagayan nya, but it's not.

"What do you mean?"

[Hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko Chanyeol. More than 24 hours na syang nawawala sa bundok na yon. I can't even imagined what the hell is his situation right now. Please, please come back. Baekhyun needs you right now.]

Saka nya lang hiniling na sana nga nanaginip nalang ulit sya. Na sana hindi parin sya gising ngayon. Baekhyun, is missing. What's happening? Akala nya ba ayos lang si Baekhyun. Akala nya ba...