[EDITING] ChanBaek: Wildest Dreams ¦ 슬픈 사랑 Series

(55) Kasperman Returns

Limang araw na ang nakalipas pagkatapos nyang madischarge sa ospital. The doctor said that he was dehydrated and his mind unconciously shuts down itself. From the sudden surge of stress and emotions, he doesn't really know why. Maybe God gave him a taste of death even for a while. Everything seems to be fine outside the place, in his work, in the company, in the industry.

Everything seems so fucking fine except him.

He was trying so hard. Everytime he got home, he will vomit everything he had for that day as if all he did that day was nauseous.

Ganon ka nakakasukang subukang maging ayos kahit hindi. He's trying for Minseok, and not for himself.

Nakakapit sya sa bagay na patay na lahat ng paru-paro at wala na syang dapat pang maramdaman para kay Chanyeol kundi galit at sakit. Pero minsan nag wawaver din ang nararamdaman nya. He's trying to stop himself from asking why everytime.

Tama si Luhan, hindi lang sya ang taong niloko at sinaktan. Hindi lang sya ang iniwan.

"Baek?"

Napatingin sya kay Minseok habang nag dadrive ito pauwi. Kagagaling lang nila sa company to discuss about the love team project. Sehun was there, and he was so tempted to punch the guy.

"It has been snowing nonstop. Gusto mong maggala?"

Thankfully after almost a week, Minseok didn't falter. He stayed, more than he wanted and he was so thankful. Si Jongdae naman pabisibista sakanya, and Minseok will bicker at Jongdae until Jongdae left. Minsan naman pag nakakasabay si Luhan at Jongdae sa bahay nya, aasarin ito ni Luhan ng walang tigil para lang pasayahin si Minseok as if Jongdae's pain is all that matters.

"Pwede bang sa bahay nalang ulit?"

Tumango si Minseok.

After being comatose for two days nalaman nyang in-announce na ni Chanyeol sa public ang pagbalik nito sa LA. Tatapusin lang nito ang premiere night ng movie nila pagkatapos aalis na rin ito.

Bukas na ng gabi ang premiere nila and he was getting anxious. Isang linggo na ng huli nyang makita si Chanyeol. Natatakot syang baka bumigay nanaman sya kapag andon na sila.

"Luhan said he will return to China before Christmas, and then came back after the Chinese New Year."

So February pa pala ang balik ni Luhan.

"Wag ka nang malungkot. Sundan mo sa China, pagtatakpan kita sa SM. Promise."

Namula agad si Minseok dahil don.

"Ilang beses ko bang sasabihin na hindi ko sya gusto in that way?"

"Talaga lang ah, sasaeng." Pang aasar ni Baekhyun sa hyung nya. It has been his daily dosage of morphine, teasing him about the sasaeng spiel last time.

"So tell me more about how you stole my toothbrush once. Sure kang hindi mo ginagamit ang toothbrush ko sa banyo ngayon ah? I swear that'd be so erotic as hell, and ewwy as hell. Sure you have the hots for me but I don't and-" Napatigil sya ng mapansin na tahimik na si Minseok na nag-d-drive habang nakangiti.

What the heck is wrong with this hyung.

"What?" Tanong nya dito.

"You should be alot more like that."

"You mean I should tease you alot?"

"Shut up."

Nahawa na rin sya sa ngiti ni Minseok. Atleast, he knew this guy won't leave him. Minseok will stay... he will right?

Nakarating sila sa parking lot. It was cold as hell. Malapit na nga ang Christmas. Minseok trail behind him as they ride the elevator up. Naalala nya yung sinabi ni Chanyeol. He saw him and Sehun that day, was it the reason why he had sex with Kyungsoo? He still doesn't know...