[EDITING] ChanBaek: Wildest Dreams ¦ 슬픈 사랑 Series

(60) The Bitchiest of them All

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Luhan wakes up with a blaring headache. This thing always made him feel alive. Bumangon sya sa kama saka tumingin sa paligid. It's not his room, surely not Baekhyun's unit, and not Minseok's. Where is this place?

Sinubukan nyang alalahanin kung sino nanaman ang tinawagan nya kagabi. Sana si Baekhyun nalang ulit ang tinawagan nya.

Then suddenly the door burst open and a familiar built entered the room. So he got lucky last night and ended up calling the right person. Natawa sya kaya agad syang tinignan ni Sehun.

"Mag-breakfast ka na Lu, tapos umuwi ka na." Sabi ng lalaki habang nakatingin sakanya ng diretso. Hindi nya alam kung paano pa yon nagagawa ni Sehun sa dami ng kasalanan na ginawa nito sakanya, pero ang lakas ng loob nito na gawin yon.

Isa-isang pumasok ang alaala ng nangyari kagabi. He was jumping Sehun last night and begging him to fucking make love. Napahawak sya sa ulo, lalo atang sumakit ang ulo nya sa naalala. Bumangon sya at nakitang iba na ang damit nya. Napangisi tuloy sya...

"So, did we fuck last night?" Tanong nya saka tinignan si Sehun para makita ang reaksyon nito.

"I wouldn't fuck a drunk person."

Lumapit sya kay Sehun saka inilagay ang dalawang kamay sa dibdib nito.

"Then would you fuck me now? I'm sober enough to feel you."

Tulad ng inaasahan nya, hinawakan sya ni Sehun sa magkabilang braso saka sya inilayo. That hurts so much he could die.

"Have some respect on yourself Luhan. Ilang lalaki na ba ang sinabihan mo nyan? You should atleast realize your worth."

Agad na hinatak ni Luhan mula sa pagkakahawak ni Sehun ang mga braso.

"I can't remember how many since you're the only one I'm thinking whenever I fuck someone else."

Tinignan lang sya ng masama ni Sehun saka ito tumalikod at iwan syang mag-isa sa kwarto. Napairap tuloy sya sa inis dahil dito.

Lumabas rin sya. It looked almost the same as Baekhyun's unit. Kaya naman tumuloy sya sa kusina at nakitang nakaupo si Sehun sa isa sa mga bangko at kumakain. Nang mapansin nito na nandon sya, agad itong nagsalita.

"Umupo ka na Luhan."

...and he did comply immediately.

"I wish you'd rather have me for breakfast though."

"Pwede bang tumigil ka na?"

This is how they have been before they decided to broke off the engagement. Away dito, sagutan doon. It was so unsettling, they roast each other like they never loved each other. It was tiring. At some point, nagsawa din sya na ilaban pa yung punto nya, na pilit namang sinisira ni Sehun dahil lang hindi na nito nararamdaman pa ang pagmamahal na meron sila noon.

He was so tired of dragging Sehun into the place where they should be. Oo may singsing ito, oo nga at engage sila, but Sehun wanted it lesser and lesser as time goes by. Alam nyang ayaw lang syang hiwalayan ng lalaki dahil mali nga naman kung basta nalang sya iwan nito sa ere.

One day, the ring suddenly disappeared and that was his wake up call. Kung ayaw na ni Sehun at naiistock lang to sakanya, then he would rather take the blame and let Sehun go without any further problems. Sanay naman syang madiscard. It wasn't new to him. Tsaka wala naman syang image na pinanghahawakan. He wasn't even a public figure.

So he did everything he could, nanlalaki sya, the term Sehun uses evey now and then para ipamuka sakanya kung anong tingin nito sa ginagawa nya. So low, so disgusting.