[EDITING] ChanBaek: Wildest Dreams ¦ 슬픈 사랑 Series

(63) Family

before anything else. Kalma, kalma mga puso, this is not the last chapter. Magulo si otor, wag maniwala sa mga sinasabi nya. Dejk. Will be making it up to chapter 65. 65! YES. Someone requested it. Iyon, decided to do it just be uniform on Top or Bottom.

DEDICATED TO ALL READERS WHO APPRECIATES THE STORY SO MUCH. this is all for you, lalo na sa mga nageeffort na magcomment. Salamat guys.

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Sapat na nga ba ang oras na nagkasama sila sa trabaho para makilala ang isa't-isa? Sapat na nga ba lahat ng sakit na pinagdaanan nila para masabing matatag na sila sa mga darating pang problema. Is it enough? Is it worth it? Is it what they really wanted?

Tinignan ni Baekhyun ang natutulog na lalaki sa tabi nya. It has been a month. New year came and passed by like a blur. Masaya, he celebrated it with his friends and with his lover. Hindi sya sanay. Everything was so calm, it makes him nervous. What if it's a calm before a storm.

"Baek?"

"You're awake."

Tumango si Chanyeol sakanya bago sya halikan sa noo. They had been living together for a month... pero pakiramdam nya, it's not enough.

"Why do you love me Yeol?"

"Really? At this hour?" Tinignan nya ang oras, it was 2:00 AM

"Just fucking answer it asshole."

Hinatak sya ng lalaki saka sya hinalikan sa ulo, sa mata, sa ilong, sa pisngi hanggang makarating yon sa bibig nya. It was a soft kiss. It melts in his mouth like sugar, and taste like wine. It was intoxicating.

"Because you're Baekhyun."

"Sino ba si Baekhyun, Yeol? What if I'm not Baekhyun? What if I'm somebody else? Would you still love me?"

"I will always love you."

"Then it's not because I'm Baekhyun."

Chanyeol started to get confused.

"Where are you getting with this Baek?"

Chanyeol brushed his hair out of his eyes. He was suddenly so scared again.

"I'm just scared of building a family. What if I mess up the whole us afterwards? What if I suddenly changes and..."

"Baek, those are just what if's."

"Yeol, I never had a family. I don't know how this whole family thing works. Itinapon ako ng pamilya ko. I hate families. I hate it so much but now, looked at me, I'm trying to build one like a hypocrite."

Kinagat nya ang labi para pigilan ang luha nya. It's true. It's the truth. He hated his family so much. He even throw away the flowers his Mama gave him. He hated it. Just as much as he hated himself before.

Those people doesn't deserve him. Hindi nya alam kung anong gustong i-accomplish ng mga yon at pinadalhan sya ng sulat. Gusto nyang matawa sa I'm sorry na nakalagay don. Is that just that? Just sorry and they thought he would come back running to them like a dog after throwing him the ball of string.

No...

Ofcourse not...

He's not that stupid.

"Baek..."

"I don't know. Siguro masyado akong naexcite nung narinig ko yung tanong na yon. Yung pakasalan mo ko... but look Yeol, I'm just an empty floating bottle in the middle of the vast sea. There's nothing special about that bottle."