Forbidden Love O'J fanfic

Part 33

Forbidden love part 33

Jessie's POV

*Danny's flat*

Did he really just say that? I collected my stuff its fairly obvious that he doesn't want me around anymore, I leave my key under the mat just like he always did for me before he gave me that key. I don't know what to think now I knew we were having difficulties adjusting to a relationship in the public eye but I didn't expect that. Yet again my heart had been broken by somebody I had foolishly trusted, I didn't know what to do or what to feel I just felt.....numb at the same saying that I wanted to cry would be a understatement, I wanted to bawl my eyes out, I felt like I wanted to die as there was nothing else to live for. I somehow made my way back to my flat and made it into my bedroom, I flopped down on to my bed exhausted and I just simply lay there...on my bed...emotionless.....only ever moving to feed Jackson, to go to the toilet or even when my body was craving nourishment.

*Three days later*

Have I got over what happened? No defiantly not, but I have to go to the studios for rehearsals today so me bumping into a certain someone seems inevitable Tom and Will probably already know by now, I mean her would have told them, I make a half hearted effort so I at least look some what presentable and I mean I've got the guys from my team right? I take one last look in the mirror...I look...ugh I don't know Danny breaking up with me really has destroyed the little self esteem I had left. But if you take away the signs on heart break I looked fairly good I guess. I just couldn't believe he broke me just like that, and how those poisonous words flowed off his tongue so easily but take away all that...I missed him I really did but he had hurt me to much and I have to get over bum and I would do anything it takes to get over him, he has hurt me so many times, and this time I can't see myself going back.

*at the Studios*

I've just pulled up and by the looks of thing it would seem that we have been locked out. The guys are standing around by the front door waiting I clock Danny glancing nervously over at my car. I didn't want to have to talk to bum so I texted Nathan to ring me within seconds he obliged and his happy chirpy voiced filled my numb emotionless head. Once I had said hello back to him and filled him in on my current situation he was more than happy to help me. I slowly made my way out of my car and closer towards the guys still talking to Nathan and still more importantly ignoring Danny's inpatient ways to grab my attention. Soon enough Danny Cohen arrives striding confidently towards us with keys in hand.

*phone call*

...

"Alright Nath babe, I'm going to have to love you and leave you"

"Alright gorgeous love you too"

"Love you too"

"Hey Jess?"

"Yeah Nath?"

"Are you busy tonight?"

"Tonight? No why?"

"Um the um guys are having a party, and umm yeah are you interested?"

"Um yeah okay sounds good to me"

"Bring the guys with you to yeah?"

"Yeah sure"

"Right um thanks babe, Love you"

"Bye"

*end of call*

I hang up somehow I have ended up in a room with Danny, Tom and Will. Danny's arm is casually thrown over my shoulders, I wiggle away form him and he throws me a hurt look, before leaning in closer to me and asking the words I didn't want to hear

(Lettering)

"What's up babe?" D

"Babe?!" J

I spat back at him it came out a lot harsher than I meant it to but at the end of the day he hurt me bad"

"Yeah babe, you're my babe Jess, you've never cared about me calling you babe before!" D

"That's when we were together!" J

"We are together?" D

"No we are not, you rang me up and told me on Friday night and you told me over the phone that you didn't love me anymore!" J

"I did?" D

"Yeah you did!" J

"Shit I'm sorry babe, I didn't mean it sorry yeah? Now come on scoops over and we will have a cuddle" D

"No Dan you said it, and when you said it I got hurt,I thought you were the one but I guess not, look we are just going to forget that the two of us ever happened, like we all have to go to the Wanteds party tonight, so we will just pretend to be friendly but apart from when we are filming and that party do not even attempt to talk to me yeah?"

"Yeah"

AUTHORS NOTE

Sooooooo sorry it took me so long! But what did you think, I could really do with a confidence boost from you guys right now I need your feedback, so please comment. Also go and check out envious lust it is another Janny fanfic and its writen by howdareyouknow and it is really good so go and check that out. As always thank you for reading and if you do comment, thank you for commenting.

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