I sit there not really sure what to say. Finally my words come to me, "Are you sure?"
"Yup I'm sure," she says.
"When did you find out?" I ask.
"This morning while you were gone. I called Jc and told him to come over then I texted you."
"So you guys have discussed it a bit?"
"Yeah we talked about it for a bit. He said he won't be going anywhere and he'll help out as much as possible," she tells me.
"Well that's good. Have you two discussed what'll happen with the YouTube channel?"
"Yeah that was one of the main things we discussed. He said he'll probably have to drop out of o2l when the baby is born. He told me that since it's a thing where he has to post on a certain day it'd be to difficult."
"Yeah I know what you mean," I say.
"I just feel like that's taking away one of his biggest passions though."
"I know Erin, but there's nothing you can do now. Well unless you want to," I say.
"No that's not happening. I can't do that."
"Well then he'll get over it. You guys can figure this out. Just remember I'll be here whenever you need me," I say as I give her a hug.
"Thanks." She forces a smile across her face.
"And I know Ashley will help too. You want me to go get Jc?" I ask.
"Yeah."
I walk over to the door and open it.
"Hey you can come back in," I say to Jc.
"I think I'm going to stay out here for a bit," he says.
"Mind if I join you?"
"Sure that's fine."
I close the door behind me then sit in a chair.
"So you're really going to drop out of o2l?" I ask.
"I mean I'd love to stay but things will just get to difficult."
"Yeah I understand."
"I'll probably stay until the baby is born then stop after that," he says.
"How do you think the fandom will react?"
"Truthfully I have no idea. Of course they're going to be upset and sad that I'm leaving but it's not like I'm not going to continue my main channel, I probably just won't do videos every week. Plus the guys could put me in their videos every once in awhile."
"True. How do you think you're going to tell them?" I question.
"Me and Erin decided we're going to do a live show this week and tell them about everything that's going on. It's probably the best way to do it instead of through a video or twitter," he says.
"Yeah you're probably right."
We sit in silence for a few minutes until Erin comes to the door.
"Kian's here," she says, poking her head out the door.
"Alright," I say.
"Jc should we tell him now or wait?" she asks.
"Just let me text all the guys and tell them to come over then we'll tell them all at once," he says.
"Ok."
I follow Erin inside.
"There's my girl," Kian says with a smile as he pulls me into a hug.
"Hey." I give him a kiss.
"So how was the first day?" He asks.
"It was good, I just did some training. The model that I was using though was apparently a pretty big fan of yours. She said it would mean the world to her if she got a follow from you," I say nudging his shoulder.
"Ok, what's the username?" he asks.
"Allisonteenvogue," I say.
"Alright she is now followed. I can't just keep following people like that though."
"But come on. You don't know what it's like to be a fan of you. We stay up for hours sending you tweets and tagging you things praying that you'll notice us," I say.
"I know, I know."
"Good. You don't even remotely understand how hard I tried to get noticed by all of you though," I say.
"Well we ended up noticing you didn't we?" he says.
"Yes you certainly have." I give him a long kiss.
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California Dream
FanfictionEleanor Roosevelt once said, "The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams." Now thinking back, the future does belong to me because even through the hardships I still found the beauty in my California Dream.