California Dream

Chapter 52

Truthfully I'm not even sure if this is just some horrible dream or what but I'm pretty sure I'm seeing what I think I see.

I slowly turn back around.

"They're probably just hanging out as friends," Ashley says nervously.

"Ashley. I don't really think Kian's just hanging out as friends with his ex girlfriend when they hated each other after their breakup," I choke.

I stand up and quickly walk to the bathroom. Everything feels like it's spinning.

Why would Kian do this. It was just a stupid fight, why is he with Andrea? I thought he loved me. My thoughts are jumbling up and flying around in my mind, nothing seems real. Tears have long since started to fall down my face.

Seconds later Ashley comes in the bathroom. She pulls out paper towels and hands them to me to act as tissues.

"How could he do this?" I question. "He said he loved me. I thought this was just a little meaningless fight."

"I don't know," Ashley says.

My thoughts still flutter around my mind. The one that keeps jumping in front of the rest though, is that Kian had said he loved me. When someone loves you they don't get over you within a day, let alone they don't break up with you over a stupid fight they apologize. I think more about that thought though. If I really loved him though I would've apologized too. But still how could he just be going out the day after our breakup with his ex girlfriend that he said he hates.

I dry my eyes so I don't look like an idiot when I walk back out.

"I think I'm going to talk to him," I tell Ashley.

"Ok I'll go wait outside."

We walk out of the bathroom. Ashley waits outside of the restaurant while I slowly make my way to Kian and Andrea.

"Oh hey, what are you guys doing here?" I question trying to sound as cheery as possible.

"Kian just called me up and asked if I'd like to get something to eat," Andrea says.

Kian looks up into my eyes as he listens to me and Andrea talk. It takes every will in my body not to lash out and yell at him.

"Hey you mind if I have a talk with you?" Kian says to me.

"Uh sure," I reply.

"Excuse me for one moment," Kian tells Andrea.

We walk over to a corner booth with no one sitting near it.

"Ok seriously what the hell are you doing here?" Kian asks.

"What the hell am I doing here?" I repeat. "Me and Ashley came to get some food but that was a bit interrupted when Ashley ended up seeing you walk in here with Andrea. I think the question is, what are you doing here? And with Andrea?" I press.

"We broke up so I thought I'd go out with Andrea," he says smoothly.

"Kian it was a stupid little fight."

"Look I deserve someone who'll have time to be with me. Andrea was the only girl I'd ever dated who had that time," he says leaning back in the seat.

"So what everything we've been through you're just throwing away because I don't have a lot of time to be with you? Kian I love you, I get that I don't have a lot of time for you but this is just something we can work through together," I say.

"How can we work through it if you don't even have the time to spare to even do it? I love you too, but like I said I need someone who has time to spend with me."

A tear runs down my face. "You're being a selfish asshole. If you really did love me you'd get over this and try your best to work through this no matter what. The fact that you go to Andrea though, you told me you can't even stand her anymore. I love you and I always will, just don't expect me to be waiting for you when you can't take anymore of her though." I quickly stand and wipe my face.

"It didn't go very well, did it?" Ashley asks as we walk back to the car.

"Nope." Even though I don't want to cry anymore the tears keep coming.

How could he do this to me? I love him, but I guess that means nothing in his terms. Everything that we went through though, how could he just drop that because I don't have a lot of time to spare with him. And the one person he said he'd never get back together with he's with. Don't get me wrong Andrea's a really nice person and I love her videos but Kian always told me that she was to clingy and that's the one thing he can't stand. He always told me that they'd never get back together because they got in some huge argument after their breakup. I guess that was a lie.

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