Kung Ako ba Siya...Mapapansin Mo

chapter 17

Jhace's POV

Medyo tinagalan ko pagbabad sa bath tub dahil nahihiya talaga ako sa sinabi ko kay Jelho. All along yun ang iniisip ko siya pala hindi iyon ang ibig sabihin.Nakakahiya talaga.

Papano ko ba siya haharapin? Nasa malalim akong pagiisip ng may kumatok sa pinto.

"Jhace ano ba? Halos isang oras na ako naghihintay sa baba di ka pa rin tapos maligo?! Ang tagal tagal mo naman!"

"Teka lang! "

"Bilisan mo nga! Bubuksan ko tong pinto! Kanina pa ako dun eh!"

"Don't you dare!"

"Isa!"

"Wait nga lang sabe!"  napatayo ako sa bath tub ng wala sa oras

"Dalawa!"

Hala di nga siya nagbibiro bubuksan niya talaga yung pinto. Punyemas! Yung towel ko naiwan ko sa labas!

Bigla na lang bumukas yung pinto ng banyo. Pareho kaming gulat.

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!" sumigaw ako at napaupo ulit sa bath tub.

"Bakit ba sumisigaw ka?!"

"Bakit ka kasi pumasok bigla?!"

"Naiwan mo kaya towel mo noh?" hawak hawak niya yung towel.

"Pwede mo naman iabot na lang ng di binubuksan ang pinto ah!"

"Eto na oh! Makasigaw ka naman kala mo nirape kita. Makikita ko din naman yan mamaya"

"Ano?!"

"Totoo naman ah! Mahahawakan ko nga yan mamaya!"

Binato ko sa kanya ang bote ng liquid soap na nasa gilid ng bath tub. Aba at pinansalag niya ang tuwalya ko.

"Aba you have the guts para batuhin ako? Gusto mo ngayon na tayo mag extra activity?"

Nanang ko po! Seryoso ba siya? Hala unti unti na siyang lumalapit. Waaahhh...wala ako matatakbuhan dito.

Hinablot ko sa kanya yung towel nung makalapit siya. Tatakbo na sana ako palabas ng bigla niya akong hapitin sa bewang at sinandal sa pader.

"Where do you think you're going huh?" isinandal niya ako sa wall ng CR at saka kinulong sa mga bisig niya.

He's directly looking to my eyes which is full of lust. Slowly our lips met. At first its just a simple kiss then slowly becoming passionate. My arms automatically clings onto his neck and accept him as his tongue enters my mouth.

The fire that is building between our body started to blaze as his hands roam through my body until one of his hands reach one of my peaks. He let go of my mouth to gasp some air and continue again.

He carried me out without cutting our kisses. He lay me down the bed and start to plant small kisses on my face down to my neck while taking his shirt off. Then slowly his tongue reaches one of my peaks then the other with his right hand.

"Ohhh..J-jelho...." i moaned as he plays his tongue with my nip.

He suddenly stopped then look straight to my eyes.

"Why did you stop?" I irritately ask him. Mambitin daw ba? Andun na nga eh! Nawala tuloy sa momentum.

When i saw his eyes, i didn't see the lust he had before..its full of.... worries? But why? Is something bothering him?

He slowly take off his pants. Then his brief. I was very shocked.  I felt the liquid coming out from me when i saw his manhood. I look at him but to my surprise his looks become so frustrated. Then i suddenly notice....his shaft is not...ERECTING?

Ano ibig sabihin nito? Am i not enough for his lust? Umupo ako bigla at tiningnan ko siya ng direkta sa mata. Lahat ng tanong ko hindi ko agad nasabe.

"W-why? Why Jelho? Am I not that desirable enough for you not feel horny?!"

.My tears is slowly filling up my eyes. Bakit? Di man lang ba siya nakaramdam ng kahit konti lang at hindi man lang siya tinigasan?!

"Its not that Jhace..." malumanay niyang sinabi.

"THEN WHAT?! MAY IBA BA?"

"No!" maagap niyang sagot.

"Kung ganon ano?!" Isa isa ng naguunahang tumulo ang mga luha ko dahil sa sobrang sakit ng pakiramdam.

"J-jhace...I have to tell you something..."

" Kung ano man yan..sabihin mo na! Don't beat around the bush Jelho! Just say it!" i angrily shouted at him.

"Jhace...I hope you understand." he sit down on the edge of the bed and brush his hair with his fingers.

Ano bang sinasabi niya? May sikreto ba siya?

"Jhace....I have an ED"

Nagulat ako sa sinabi niya. Nasa medical field ako kaya naman alam ko na ibig sabihin ng ED.

"W-What?..Tell m-me its ju-just a joke Jelho isn't it? Paanong nangyare yon."

He didn't answer me. Silence mean its true. Para akong nanghina sa nalaman ko.

"Ba-bakit di m-mo sa akin s-sinabe agad? Bakit kelangan umabot pa ng ganito katagal bago mo sabihin yan?!"

"I was scared to tell you Jhace coz you might leave me because of my fucking condition!"

He turn around to face me as his tears start to fall down. All i hear is the sob that is coming from the both of us.

I want to have a family. That's one of my biggest dreams. To have my own children and live together with the one i love. How will it happen if Jelho can't give it to me? But I love him so much...

A/N: wew.. sensya na kung may mali man sa grammar ang hirap kasi gumawa ng ganitong chapter..i can't express my ideas so much when it comes to this. Ang hirap magisip...

Tnx po sa mga readers ko out there for appreciating my story...im on my half sa 500 reads na goal ko to start my other story.. Pirate Prince: Azwraithe... hehe lagay ko nalang sa romance or teen fiction yan nakakasabog ng utak ang non-teen eh hahaha..tnx again readers.

Siya nga po pala...yung ED sa mga hindi po nakakaalam eh Erectile Dysfunction po ang ibig sabihin..itz a state wherein a male cannot maintain an erection even if he is aroused

Mikoru~~~