Adopted by Black Veil Brides

Chapter 1

(This story does have self harm and there are trigger warnings)

Allyson's POV

I woke up this morning like normal. I went to take a shower and get ready for the day. After I was ready one of the other girls that were in the orphanage said people were coming to adopt a girl and they were coming in an hour. So I sat and listens to music which was BVB. All I thought about though was no one adopting me because of what I looked like and what I dressed like and the music I listen to.

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It's been an hour and I walked down to the area to where all the other girls were standing. They all acted nice to me but I knew they didn't like me and I was always nice to them. 

When the people came through the door my eyes got wide and I almost screamed, it was BVB. Well it was a little squeal. All the other girls were looking at me like BVB wouldn't adopt me, and I thought that. I was wearing a BVB shirt, leather jacket. Combat boots and skinny jeans. I didn't use bracelets unless I was wearing short sleeves or anything that didn't cover my arms. After they talked with everyone they left me for last and asked if we could talk in a different room and we did. They looked at me and told me to sit down. " what do you want us to know about you" asked Andy. I looked at him and gave him a binder that said everything I wanted in it.

I didn't talk much and if I did it was really quiet and they wouldn't be able to hear me. I did not have anything in the binder about my self harm or nothing. I didn't want them to know I always kept it a secret and always will try to though. After they read it they took me into the area where we came from and they told the orphanage lady ms.blue that they wanted me. And ms. Blue said ok. She was really nice to me but not the other girls. She knew more about me though and understood me.

But the person how adopted me was Ashley and the rest of the band was just friends and were there because they were touring. After he signed the papers, I showed him to my room and packed my stuff and grabbed my drawing stuff and guitar and went back down stairs. After I got down stairs and was ready to leave I told them I would be right back and stay there. I went back in my room and got my blades and put them in my leather jacket pocket and went back down stairs. When I came back down and was about to leave and one girl said, "so your boyfriend adopted you" and what I did was I went and flicked her off until I was out the door.
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I just got into their tour bus witch was really big and I loved it so we talked for a little bit but mainly I wrote a lot down if I didn't want to answer the question out loud. It was 5:00 and I decided I should draw so I did I was wearing the same stuff all day and I never took my coat off and everyone asked why but I just said I was cold but I was really hot.

After I drew my picture it was the BVB logo and then the guys in the background then I gave it to Ashley and told him to keep it. I then went to the guitar and started to play it was a song I made up and I really liked it, it was for when I would find my family. I decided after that song if Jake could teach me one of his songs. I always wanted to play guitar like Jake he was my idol for guitar. I also sang and Andy was my idol for singing/screaming.

It was about 8:30 and I decided I should get ready for bed and I took a shower and got ready for bed. After I was ready I went to my bunk and rolled up my sleeves and looked at my arms I just hated looking at all the scars and cuts but I always made new ones. Then Jake came by me and asked if I wanted to watch a movie with them and I said yes, but right before he said anything or could see anything I pulled my sleeves down and I hoped he didn't see anything. So I just got out of my bunk and Jake said he like my pajamas and said Andy would really like them sense they were Batman. So when I walked out to were the guys were going to watch the movie Andy came up to me and gave me a big hug and said he loved my pajamas and I said thanks. I asked what movie we were going to watch and they said 'The Maze Runner' and when they said that I screamed and said, " I LOVE THIS MOVIE!" And when I said that they all laughed at me and I had a really good time watching the movie and they made me happy.

(Trigger warning)

After the movie I walked Over to my bunk and got in bed but before I went to bed I made 3 cuts on both arms and cleaned them with some wipes I had and a little garbage can I had next to me, witch I could now self harm and I won't have to worry about people coming in on me when I am cutting hopefully. After I finished I went to bed.