chapter 45

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Allyson's POV
Back at home
8:23 pm

We are back at home and I have been really annoyed lately. Andy has realized and tried to help, but I kept saying no. My depression still hasn't gone away. Everyone went back at their house like two hours ago.

"Can I ask you what-"
"Nope." I said.
"Why not, this isn't-"
"Shhhhh"
"What? This is not you, there's something wrong. Tell me." He said.
"No, and not like you will even care. I'm fine anyways, I'm just annoyed."
"No your not, you need someone to help and you know that there is a huge problem."
"No! Everything is fine!" I yelled and went up stairs.

I could tell he was annoyed with me. He normally doesn't follow when he's annoyed about this stuff. I laid on the bed for about ten minutes then heard a nock on the door.

"What!"
"We need to talk." He said.
"No!" I said.
"Yes we do."
"No! Just go away!"

He knew I locked the door so he unlocked it and came in. I ran to the bathroom and locked it. He opened that too. I tried to run out but he knew I wouldn't be able to. I sat against the wall. He sat across from me and talked.

"You need to talk to someone." He said.
I shook my head.
"Well then just talk to me."
"No." I said and started to cry.
"Why." He asked.
"Because." I said.

I went out of the bathroom and he followed. When he got to me he turned me around. My face was a little red from crying. He wiped my tears and kissed me. The thing was I didn't kiss back and he knew. I went to our bed and just laid down.
"What is it." He asked.
"Nothing."
"You know I won't give up on figuring it out."
I smiled a little bit then frowned.
"I don't really know depression probably." I told him.
"Still?"
"Yeah, still there. Won't leave."
"We should take you to the doctors."
"No."
"If it's still like this for like two weeks you should seriously go."
"Fine. But I wanna sleep." I said.
"Ok, I will to." He said. He came next to me and wrapped his arms around me.

"Your really cold." He said.
"Well, your pretty warm." I said. "Well, I'll say hot, lol."
"Your weird." he said.
"Thanks." I told him.
"How was it telling me what was wrong."
"Better."
"That's good. Now you should sleep I'll get you to the doctors tomorrow."
I nodded and held his hand.

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Andy's POV

I woke up to Allyson poking me.
"Will you please stop." I asked.
"Sorry." She said.
"Lol, just kidding, I need to make an appointment for you. Thanks."
"I shouldn't have done that." She said.
"Your fault." I said.

I called and make an appointment and got her breakfast.

"We are leaving in two hours so be ready." I told her.
"Ok, I need to get ready and will we have time to play a board game."
"Yeah."

I picked up our dishes and got the board game. For some reason she really likes to play LIFE. I like the game and I like to see what she does. She hates stopping to get married, but I find it funny. I should ask why.

She came back from getting ready and I had the game all set up.

"Do you want to go first."
"Yeah." She said.

When she finally stopped to get married she hated it.

"I don't want to get married."
"It's a game, why don't you like that." I asked.
"I am technically cheating."
"What? It's only a game. If you want my piece and I'll take another one then that will be me."
"So then I technically am going to be married to you."
"Yeah."
"Ok." She said.

We played till the end and it was time to go. We got into the car and then left. It was like 15 minutes away.

"Hey Andy." She said.
"What's up."
"I want to get married soon." She said.
"Uh, ok. Do you know when." I asked.
"No, I just really want to."
"Ok, we can start planning when we get home." I told her.
"I want to sleep when we get home."
"We will start planning today sometime."
"Ok." She said.

We pulled into the parking lot and walked in. When we walked into the waiting room, people looked at us a little weird.

We sat down and they still looked at us. Then eventually stopped. She laid her head on my shoulder. She wanted to sleep.

"Allyson." The doctor called.
We stood up and they looked at us again.

We walked to the room and sat down.

"So how come you are here today."
Allyson waited for me to tell.
"Her depression has been here for two weeks and it was not going a way as fast as it used to, now it won't leave."
"Ok, is that it."
"Yeah." I said. Allyson was laying down on the bed table.

"You must be very tired." The doctor said to her.
She nodded.
In about ten minutes she was sleeping.
"Does she normally end up sleeping." She asked.
"She hasn't during her appointments but she's very tired today. Just to be sure you can make sure everything it ok." I told her.

She looked at Allyson and checked, she was at least fine, just tired.

"I seen everyone looked at you guys when I called her, is that something that bothers her."
"Sort of, she hates the center of attention but she loves to perform with us. It makes her uncomfortable when people stare at her."
"Ok. Well, I will be giving her some medicine for her depression."
"Ok." I said.

After 15 minutes she was up.

"Are you okay now." I asked.
She nodded.
"Are you ready to go."
"Yeah, I just don't want the other people staring at me. They don't for other people."
"Your worrying too much, your going to walk right past them and everything should be ok."
"Ok." She mumbled.

We started to walk over to the door and then she refused.
"Come on." I said.
"No." She said.

I tried to grab her arm but it didn't work.

"Don't make me carry you."

She just stood there. I picked her up and she started to say, "Andy, put me down. I don't want to go out there."
"Your getting more attention this way, this way is worse." I said.

I put her down in the middle of the waiting room. And she was looking at everyone. She really hated it. We walked to the car.

"I hate you right now." She said.
"Well."
"I hate when everyone looks at me."
"Your fault for me needing to carry you."
"Please don't do it again."
"No promises." I said.

We pulled into the driveway and I walked in side. She was behind me.
I walked to our room and she followed.
I went to take a nap and she laid next to me, but didn't talk. I put my arm around her.

"What's wrong." I asked.
"I'm what's wrong." She said.
"I don't know what you mean."
"I'm the problem, I need to go." She said. She just stayed next to me.
"No, I love you, and you are not a problem."
"I'm a problem, Andy."
"No, please stop saying that." I told her.
"I get stared at all the time."
"But still, you have me and the band, Tyler, Andy(2), and Josh. Also Juliet. There are more people out there."
"I'm the one getting started at all the time. That's not what your getting. It's very uncomfortable."
"I under stand, the people I have listed, have all gotten stared at for no reason. Trust me. We know. The were also looking at me also today."
"Fine, but I'm a problem." She said.
"No your not." I said and kissed her. She didn't kiss me back. She looked at me then looked back down.

"Look at me." I said. "You will kiss me this next time ok."
She nodded.
I kissed her again and she kissed back.
She then soon finally fell asleep.

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