Adopted by Black Veil Brides

Chapter 19

Allyson's POV

I woke up and looked at the time. It was 11:38 am. I jumped out of bed and and took a shower. I don't like sleeping in this late but I don't like getting up early either. After I finished I went down stairs and ate breakfast. I have been getting happier every day.

When I finished my breakfast I looked at the time, 12:18. I decided I should start working on some new songs sense I was going to be recording some.

"Your finally up." I heard Ashley say.
"Yup." I said back. I wasn't looking at him so I didn't know if he was there the whole time I have been practicing. "Have you been there listening the whole time."
"Most if the time." I heard a low voice say. "I was waiting for you to get up but it was 9:30 so I hung out with Ash for a little while."
"Ok, how come you came this morning." I asked.
"I needed to talk to you."
I felt like it was going to be something bad the way he said it. Ashley left the room and shut the door. I knew he already told Ashley. I put the guitar away and looked at him.

He wasn't happy about what he was going to say.

"I think we need to break up." He said. I started to cry. "Later if you want to date again we can but I think we should break up for right now." I couldn't stand it, it was too hard for me too handle I wanted to run but I couldn't. My legs shook too much and I couldn't talk very well I had to write everything down. I told him he is one that I trust the most and he makes me happy when I'm not. He sat me down on the couch and hugged me. He grabbed my note book and drew a picture, it was very pretty I smiled. He wanted to see my smile. "I don't feel like I am ready for dating you yet. But I will help with anything I am still here for you."
I said ok and started to draw a picture for him. I was almost done but then I started to cry again. He told me to look at him.

He wiped my tears and kissed my forehead, then gave me another hug. "I didn't want to text you because I didn't want you to hurt yourself and Ashley said you were doing really good so I decided to tell you in person and make sure you were okay. I'm sorry I'm not ready yet. But please tell someone if you are not happy or any other reason you want to hurt yourself." I looked at him and said ok. It was a whisper my throat was dry from holding in my tears. Andy told me to let them go and hugged me one last time.

Andy stayed for a little while longer and talked with Ashley. I fell asleep when he was hugging me and then brought me to my bed. I didn't want the relationship to end and it makes me sad.