Adopted by Black Veil Brides

Chapter 22

Allyson's POV

When we laid on the bed I looked at Andy. "Are we dating." I asked

"I don't know, you have to promise not to cut for two weeks." He said.

"Ok." I said. " but when I'm not at your house how will you know."

"I will come over sometimes and talk or you text me."

"Ok." I said.

I got up and walked to the bathroom and started to cry. It was dumb for me to do my make up. I didn't want to redo it. "Are you okay." Andy asked. "It's been like 5 minutes."
"No." I said. I told him the door is unlocked and he walked in.
"What did I do." He asked.
"Nothing you are okay I can't Handle myself, I just want to date you again. I'm never gonna be able to do it for two weeks." I told him.
"I want to make sure you don't hurt yourself, I know you can I believe in you." He gave me a hug and kissed my forehead.

He grabbed my make up and wiped off my smeared stuff and redid it. I was happy with it, it was better then I did it.
"Thanks." I said giving him a hug. He was happy. "You promise you will do it right."
"Yeah." I said.

We walked down stairs and Jinxx had breakfast ready. "You guys are finally ready. I was going to get you a little while ago but I heard you guys fighting a little bit." He said.
"Thanks." I told him. Andy said it after I did.
"Your welcome." He said.
"Where's Ashley."  I Asked.
"On the couch, you didn't see him when you walked by there." Andy said.
I walked to the couch and seen him looking really warm so I took the blankets off.
"What was that for." He said.
"You looked comfy so I wanted to ruin it."
He glared at me and smiled afterwards.
"How did you sleep." He asked.
"Good." I replied. "There's breakfast."
"Ok." He said and walked over to the food.

I looked at Andy and started eating again. He could tell something was wrong but I didn't know how to tell him. After I finished eating Andy said he had to take me somewhere. But he took me to his house.  We didn't talk in the car.

When we got to his house I went inside and walked to the couch. I didn't want to talks about it.
He didn't say anything he let me take my time but when it was long enough he  asked.
"I have been over thinking, and my thoughts are in my way."
"What else." He asked.
I didn't want to say. He would get mad at me.
"Nothing." I said.
He was concerned I could see it in his eyes.
"I can't say it but can you please grab my guitar."
I had two I had one at Ashley's house and one at his. He grabbed it and brought it over to me. I started playing.
When I finished he gave me a hug.
"What made you feel that way." He asked.
"I don't know, I think from the comments that people write."
"Your supposed to be showing us you're phone."
"You didn't asks for it. And you said for 2 weeks. And it's been 2 months."
He looked at his phone and looked through the comments. They were all bad ones.
I seen a comment come up on my screen.
"You assholes better stop being annoying. Just because I'm not dating her doesn't mean that I won't stand up for her. You have to learn to fucking stop with this. If someone did it to you, you wouldn't like it, so don't do it to her." There were a couple tags because he wanted to tell those people.
I laid my head on his shoulder but didn't do anything.

I got up and walked to his room. I was mad, but not at Andy's comment I'm mad because of myself. I just can't do anything right. I heard Andy walking towards his room. When he walked in I was walking around because I didn't know what to do.
He walked up to me and tried to make me stand still but I was shaking.
"Don't touch me!" I yelled.
I was afraid.
"Sorry." He said.
"I didn't mean to, it just something that bothers me when I'm mad."
"Is it something I said." He asked.
"No, it just sometimes happens and I don't know why. I don't ever know why things happen." I told him.
He talked to me for a while till I fell asleep.