Adopted by Black Veil Brides

Chapter 26

Allyson's POV

(5 months later)

I was at Andy's house sleeping next to him and I was about to get up.
"Where are you going." He asked.
"To the bathroom." I told him.
"Ok." He said.
I walked to the bathroom and when I finished I looked in the mirror. I have gotten big. After a little bit I walked back to the bed and Andy was getting up. He walked over to me. "I love you." He said, then kissed me. "I love you too." I replied back. I gave him a hug. He went to take a shower and I went down stairs to watch TV.

About 20 minutes into the show I felt a bad pain. "ANDY!" I yelled.

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Andy's POV

After my shower I got dressed and heard Allyson scream my name.
I ran down stairs and asked what's wrong.
She yelled again.
I knew then what was wrong. I helped her to the car and started to drive. We didn't live far from the hospital. When we got there they rushed her to a room and I followed.

Allyson's POV

The pain wouldn't stop, and I just felt like I should have never done this, it hurt like hell but I just needed to get through it. Everyone was happy about it so I thought that it was going to be ok. Andy called everyone else to come.

When it was time and they told me what to do I was not ready they said it was going to hurt worse than before.
It took a little bit then it started to hurt.
"Owe! This hurts so fucking... Owe."
It hurt really bad but when it was about 30 minutes I started to yell again.
"I cant fucking handle this."
"Your fault." Andy said with a laugh.
I glared at him playfully. The doctors laughed.
"You were drunk and i didn't want to argue with you, and you weren't happy with yourself the next morning. So it's your fault." He said
"I know, but next time I won't get drunk."
Wait I said to myself. I can't believe I said that out loud. Andy looked at me.
"Seriously, your thinking of doing this again. You kept saying before you weren't ready and said that it hurt really bad."
"Not for a while." I told him.
He smiled in relief about that. He didn't want me to do what I did before so he wants me to wait a while.

When it became an hour it was finally over.

"I'm very proud of you." Andy said.
I smiled.

They handed me the baby. I told them that they could let the guys in so the doctor went to get them. They were. really happy.
"What's his name." Jake asked.
"We are still thinking of a middle name but his name is Alex." Andy said.
"I was thinking for a while but never told you I want him to be Alex Daniel Biersack."  I said right after him.
He looked at me and stopped to think.
"That's the same letters as my initials." He said.
"Exactly, I love you so much."
"I love you too." He said and kissed my head.
Everyone held Alex and talked for a while. I was soon becoming tired from everything and fell asleep.

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3 week later

I have been really tired from everything but when I have the time to relax it just doesn't work. I have been waking up all the time in the middle of the night but it's from my dreams and thoughts not the baby. Two of the nights I woke up and I cried myself back to sleep and the other five Andy woke up and helped me.

I'm up again but I just am going to deal with it I can't sleep but I don't want to wake anyone up. I grabbed my phone and look at it. There were nice comments from people, It made me feel good when I seen them. I set me phone down to try to go back to sleep but then then my phone lit up.  I looked at it. "You need to stop acting like you are always sad and depressed. You are doing it for attention." The comment said. I didn't like it and threw my phone at the wall not thinking of waking anyone up. The baby started to cry, and Andy woke up as soon as I threw the phone at the wall. I lost confidence in myself. Andy came to me quickly and stopped me when I was at the end of the bed.
"Don't." He said.
"It's been a week and I haven't been able to sleep everything has been really bad and hard for me too handle."
"I will be right back." Andy said.
He walked away and told me to go back in bed. In a couple minutes he came back with Alex and it made me happy.
"Your already happier sense I brought Alex in." He said with a smile.
"Thanks." I told them. I'm glad I have them. "If you didn't wake up I would have left."
"I'm glad I'm up." He said kissing me and the baby.

When the baby fell asleep Andy brought him back to his room and then came back and cuddled with me. He made me feel safe.

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(4 weeks later)

I decided to ask Ashley if he could watch the baby for a couple days so me and Andy could be alone for a while. "Should we go to a hotel." I asked.
"Sure." He said.

We packed our bags and went to the hotel. It was an hour away.
We walked in and checked into our room. It was big. We watched TV for a while then decided to go out to eat.

I put on a black dress with black heels. And Andy wore a nice shirt with jeans.
He did my makeup.

"Ready to go." He said.
"Yeah." I told him.

We walked out then went to a restaurant. Neither of us got anything to drink except water.

When we were leaving I started to get scared but I didn't know why. I was quiet the whole time on the way back to the hotel and Andy knew that's not like me.

"What's wrong." Andy said as we got in our hotel room.
"Nothing." I said. He knew I was lying. I grabbed my clothes and walked to the bathroom to change. I put on a long sleeve shirt. I haven't worn one for a while, he's going to be concerned. When I came out Andy was on the bed.
"Please tell me." He said.
I didn't say anything, I just crawled in bed and put my arms around him.
"Life gives you enough scars, you don't need to manufacture your own." He said in my ear. I cried, it makes me sad when he knows this stuff that I did. He hugged me and held me closer to him.
"I'm a bad person." I told him through tears.
"No your not." He said.
"A couple weeks ago I went to Jake's house and I was not having a good week and I talked with him." I started to cry again.
"How is that bad." He asked rubbing by back.
I wiped my eyes and said, "After talking for a while I kissed him and I ended up staying the night, I couldn't sleep well and I asked to lay next to him for the rest of the night." I cried harder. "I'm sorry." I told him.
"It's fine, please let me know when you are feeling sad. You only did it once so it's okay."
"No it's not, what if it happens again, and I end up not just sleeping with hi-"
He kissed me.

"Don't worry about it." He said and kissed me again. He grabbed my arms and looked at my wrists. He traced them then kissed them. He lifted my shirt and did the same there and on my legs. I stiffened when he did that.

Andy's POV

When I kissed her scars I felt her stiffening up. I called her name a couple of times but she didn't move much. Is there something she doesn't want me to know.

I called her name one more time she finally looked at me.

"What's wrong." I asked.

"Your going to hate me because I didn't tell you before."

"What is it." I said.

She got up and walked over to the bathroom and looked at me.

"Don't think of it." I told her while getting out of bed. She ran in the bathroom and locked it. I looked for a key, and eventually found one. I opened the door and she was sitting on the toilet crying.
I walked to her.

"Don't touch me." She said. As I tried to make her look at me.
I didn't listen. I don't understand she's never like this.

"DON'T TOUCH ME!" She yelled. She wasn't like this before. I picked her up and set her on the counter and she was way lighter then she had ever been.

"DON'T DO THIS TO YOURSELF!" She looked disappointed and she should for what she's doing to herself and that I'm yelling at her.

"ILL DO WHAT I WANT!" She yelled at me.

I picked her up and brought her to the bed. She refused and was yelling at me to leave her alone. I pinned her on the bed and kissed her till she calmed down.

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6:28 am

I felt her arms wrapped around me and I looked at her. She looked cute. I got my phone and started to go on it but I heard Allyson wake up.