Adopted by Black Veil Brides

Chapter 53

Andy's POV
At home

We came back from tour at least a week ago. Allyson didn't play any of the shows for the rest of the tour. The thing is she just doesn't want to talk to me about anything. We don't argue but she gets a little frustrated with herself. She's not at my house right now though. I'm worried about this because we were getting married in about a week.

I want her to know that I care about her, a lot. She doesn't understand what it would do if she told the truth right away then lie, and me get mad about it.

I just walked up to my room to go take a nap then seen a call from Ashley. I called him back and talked to him.

"Hello." I said.
"Hey."
"What do you need?"
"Is Allyson at your house, we got into a little argument and she walk somewhere it's been, a half hour."
"No, we need to find her. Did you call everyone else." I asked.
"Yes, she isn't at anyone's house."
"Ok, I'll go on a walk and look for her."
"Ok, bye."
"Bye."

We ended the call and I got my stuff for the walk. It was no going to be fun when I find her, unless she goes to someone's house, that's different.

My phone started to ring again.

"Hey."
"Hey, Jinxx called and said that she is at his house. Explains why it took a little while."
"Yeah, I'll go over there and talk to her can you tell Jinxx."
"Yeah, thanks, bye."
"Bye."

I walked back home, and got my car and drove to Jinxx's house.

She didn't look at me when I got in the house.

"She won't tell me why she came here, she only has talked about other things."
"Like what." I asked.

"Nothing that involves you." She said.

I looked at her than looked away.

"She has told me that she just wants to walk, and hang out, and I'm like, that not who it works."
"Ok.."
"And than I said, you can't just walk away and come here. She then got mad at me and then you came."
"What are we going to do." I asked.
"I don't know." He said.

I walked to Allyson and told her to talk. She refused, she just sat and looked at everything. Then I looked at her ring, she was playing with it. She looked up at me then said, "I'm not keeping it off, I just don't know what to say, I got mad and took a walk, and decided to come here, I was gonna go home."
"Why didn't you."
"I don't know, I was afraid of going over to your house and I haven't talked to Jinxx about much for a while."
"Tell me, you didn't before." He said.

She paused and stopped talking. She realized she's telling us.
"No, how did this happen, why am I telling you this."

"You were distracting yourself so you didn't realize what you were not going to say."
"Oh well, I was going to talk about how things are going and then, you take me home."
"Oh...."
"Yep." She said.

"What you can't talk to me about how things are going."
"You know how it is for me, your special though."

She looked at me and I looked at her, we kissed then went home. We went to my house and I called Ashley telling him she's staying at my house. They talked for a little bit, when she was done she sat next to me and told me to make food.

"Seriously?" I asked.
"Yes." She said.
She got up and walked me to the kitchen and she sat on the counter and watched me.
"You surprised me." I said.
"Why?" She asked.
"You never asked me to do this for a while."

She put her hand out but I was really confused. She demonstrated with her hands and she wanted a high-five.

I gave her a high-five and then made her some food. I made her waffles. A little after wards I had her watch a movie and while she watched it I made her brownies and did the dishes.

After the brownies finished I took it out than walked over to Allyson.

"Why do I do Dumb things, why can't I be perfect like you." She said.
"Hey, I'm not perfect no one is. The bands not."
"You seem perfect." She said.
"I'm not." I say. "I'm like you, somethings are similar to relate to with you but I'm really just a human that has bad things happen to me."
"What? I haven't seen you do anything bad. You never told me."
"I used to around your age but then I stopped, I had to be good about it, I relate more that you think to you."
"I guess. Could you tell me." she said.
"I don't know, it's hard to remember. But I remember thing like that because you have done them, otherwise I wouldn't. I want to help you not do it."
"Ok."

I rubbed her back for little bit then went to cut the brownies. I can now tell she doesn't want to talk about it any more. I brought her a piece and sat next to her. "Is this why you weren't watching the movie."
"Yeah."

She nodded and ate it. "I have one more question." She said.
"What?"
"Did you cut?"
"No." I said.
"Ok, what is one similar thing."
"Ok, last one. When I was younger I got bullied. And if you think, I protect you I want you safe. I don't want you to do bad things. You know how I get really mad when you do something, I'm scared about you, I don't want you to make a mistake and something bad happened. I almost did, but I stopped myself."
"Ok, how do I not become mad every time then when you y'all at me for something."
"I don't know. Let's watch the movie." I said.

She nodded and watched. When it finished I brought her to my room and decided to go take a nap. She stood by the door of my room and looked at me.

"What's wrong." I said.
"You cleaned it."
"Yeah, it was a mess."
"You shouldn't have done it, I should have. It was my fault."
"You didn't want to talk so it wouldn't have worked."

I walked to her and hugged her.
"Your thinking too much." I said
"You should have made me clean it before I went on tour with you."
"You were overwhelmed, you wouldn't have done it."
"How do you know I was overwhelmed."
"I could tell you looked tired and you seemed like you didn't sleep much. And you were afraid to admit why you did that. I can tell very well when something's wrong."
"I'm sorry." She said.

I picked her up and carried her to bed and took a nap.