Adopted by Black Veil Brides

Chapter 39

Allyson's POV

I didn't know where I was running. I just wanted to leave. I can't go to far, I don't have money or anything that I need except a phone. Shit, it's not mine I took Andy's phone and Jinxx's.

They will probably try to find me. I don't want them to though. They are always being so nice and are caring, and all I do for them is run, yell, and sometimes the hospital. I need to stop this. They deserve the truth from me, but I can't go back, or I'll wait a couple minutes then go back and I can think of what to say to them.

I think I'll say, 'I have been very mean to you guys for no reason and make you do things you don't want to do. I am really sorry and I hope it's okay.'
No,no, I need to say, 'I'm sorry for being super mean and yell for no reason and do a lot of shit things you need to deal with me with. I'm sorry.'
And for Andy I should say, 'I really need to listen to you and do the right thing, and do what you say, I don't even know how you still want to be with me for what I have done to you.'

After my thought I seen a call, it was from Ashley. I called and when he answered he said, "you need to come back, now." He didn't yell so that was good. I was For Sure  he was going to yell.
"I'm coming back, I'm fine, really."
"Then when you come back you better look like what you did before you left. So no scratches."
"Ok." I said and hung up.

I walked to the bus, then when I got to the door I was afraid to walk in. I slowly grabbed the handle and opened the door.
I got pulled in by someone. When i looked I seen Jinxx. He brought me to where they were sitting. I looked at them all. Everyone looked glad I was here. But Andy kinda just was asleep on the couch.
"Is that why you didn't yell at me." I asked pointing to Andy.
"No, not really, I didn't feel like yelling. I could yell at you if he was asleep but I didn't want to. You can wake him up."
"I don't know he probably is mad at me."
"We all are." Ashley said.
"Well then I'll say he hates me because
He didn't chase after me so I don't know what to say."
"He came back here and laid on the couch and said to us, 'look in her bunk and call her, she ran, she doesn't go far and she has my phone.' We found what you were hiding. And you don't know Andy's password for his phone, and you left yours here."
"I grabbed the wrong one-"
"But you also took mine." Jinxx said.
"And that's why you were by the door."
"Yeah, can I please have my phone."
"Fine." I said and handed it to him.

"Back to the topic we were on with you and what was in your bunk we were really disappointed. You need to stay with someone at all times so that will either be me or Andy. The reason Andy yell at you was because he seen a cigarette was missing, he knows. Why are you doing it. Don't say you aren't I seen a lighter in your bunk."
"It's not mine."
"It's not mine, I do not have one that says Allyson on it so I don't know who's is it." Andy said.

"I-I'm sorry, I'm stupid and do things like that but....I don't know.... I don't want you to deal with the shit i make you do because I shouldn't do that to you. I should change, everything. You shouldn't need to go to the hospital because of me or all the other stupid shit." I told them. "And Andy, I need to listen to you more. I shouldn't yell at you for many thing I should just listen. And before I end this little talk. You should really know this." He was looking a little scared of what I was going to say.
"How do you still want to be together with me even though I done a lot of stupid stuff and I don't listen. Because I would just breakup with myself by now."
"Well, I just really want you safe, I kinda want to make you a happier person. And I think if you would stop what you have been doing then you will be fine, you don't need to change, you only need to stop what ever you are doing that's bad. And no I don't hate you. I love you."
"I love you too, and were you listening the whole time."
"I can't sleep in just 3 minutes so yes."
"Sorry." I said.