Adopted by Black Veil Brides

Chapter 40

Andy's POV
2 weeks later

Allyson has been doing a lot better. She's had some moments that are hard but she gets through them. I'm happy she's doing better, and I can tell she is too.
"Can we go to Starbucks." She asked.
"Sure, but eat breakfast first."
"Fine." She said.
Sense everyone was asleep right now I just decided I'll make them all pancakes to make them happy.

"Allyson wake everyone up please."
She nodded.
She went to her bunk and grabbed some fake blood and dripped it On their face.
"Guys wake up it's time to eat." She said.
"I'm coming, what happened." CC said. Looking at the blood.
"She did this to us to trick us." Jake said.
"Seriously?" CC said.
"Yeah, I thought it would be fun now you can clean the blood now." Allyson said.
After 10 minutes they were ready to eat. "How come your making us food." CC asked.
"I felt like it."
"Are you sure or did Allyson tell you too."
"No, he just wanted to." She said.
We ate our pancakes and then went to Starbucks.

I got mine and Allyson's, and then I switched them before I gave it to her so she could try mine, i wanted to see what she would do.
I handed it to her then watched her, "this is not what mine taste like, I have had my flavor before, but Andy yours tastes fantastic." She said. I laughed.
"how did she know it was yours." Jinxx asked.
"I'm great at tasting things, and smelling so I can identify flavors easily." She said.
"That's not weird at all."
"I don't know I can just do that, it's not weird. And you have never known this but I can tell a lot of things about you. Why do you like to go to Starbucks before you go to bed." She asked Jinxx.
We looked at him. "I didn't know you knew that." He said.
"I don't tell people a lot of things but I know more than you think. Can you take me next time I am always disappointed you never asked me."
"I didn't know you would want to come but yes I'll take you only once a week because of how hyper you can get."
"Ok, is tonight ok."
"I guess." He said.

We walked back to the bus and just talked. She hasn't really seem too talk sense we got back on she just sat there and drank her coffee, it doesn't seem right.
'Can I talk to you Allyson.' I texted.
'Yeah' she said back.
I took her to the bunks and asked, "is something wrong."
"Not that I know of why." She said.
"Your not talking just being quiet that's not like you."
"I think I'm ok, I mean, like I have lately been spacing out a little bit. But if that's what your wondering then that's why I wasn't talking."
"Oh, so you haven't even listened the last 20 minutes of the conversation, you were spaced out this whole time."
"Technically." She said.
I hugged her than kissed her. She needs to not space out as much for the next couple shows than, because there is going to be someone who will do interviews and I can't have her space out. If she does it's ok, but I don't think she would like getting recorded just staring into space.

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Allyson's POV

I have spaced out many times this morning. I just can't seem to think straight. I need to get ready for the show today but I keep going into space this is not normal. I didn't think it would keep happening. I won't let Andy know, or anyone, I'll just not speak for a while till I can get it to end. He won't need to know.

4 weeks later

I have not spaced out for 3 days. I have been happy about that and I have made Andy happy that I have stopped and stopped doing bad things. He wasn't happy with it. I was because that's what I thought was right but now that I stopped I know that it wasn't. But it now has been a while. And we have took a week off to go to our own houses for a little while.

"Andy." I said. He looked at me.
"What." He said.
"I want to tell you something, but I don't think I can."
"What is it, you can tell me. I won't tell." He said holding my hand.
"I don't know." I said.
"Please tell me."
"Andy, I can't." I said getting out of bed. He grabbed my arm.
"You need to tell me something then do it, otherwise it will make you do bad things like you used too."
"Andy, I just can't!" I said walking into the bathroom. He tried to follow but I shut the door right away so he couldn't come in.
"Seriously." He whispered to himself.
I sat against the wall and cried. I wanted to tell him but I'm too scared to. I eventually cried myself to sleep on the floor.

1 hour 1/2 later

I woke up to Andy knocking on the door.
"What." I said.
"Your alive, you were just sleeping for a little more than an hour and I was confused."
"Oh." I said. "Can you leave me alone."
"No, I won't, I want you to tell me what's wrong."
"Nothing I'm fine." I sighed.
"When you say it like that your not, now let me in." He said. I opened the door an sat against the wall again.
"You need to tell me." He said calmly.
"I know, but I'm scared."
"I understand, but you had me worried for a little while. Just tell me."
"You won't tell."
"I won't." He said.

"Well, remember Dylan."
"Yeah." He said.
"He texted me and said mean things again and made me really mad. It happened two days ago." I said.
"Oh." He said.
"And also have to show you this." I said showing him my one arm. "I'm really sorry, I didn't mean to be so stupid." I said crying.
"Your okay, you were doing fine. I was expecting something like this to happen again. It takes about a month of not doing it to stop, sometimes 2." He said, then kissed me and wrapped his arm around me. He rubbed his hand on my arm that had my sleeve up.

"I love you." I said laying my head on his shoulder.

"I love you too." He said.