Adopted by Black Veil Brides

Chapter 3

I woke up and realized that I had fallen a sleep next to Andy while we were talking. He was the only one that knew more about me besides Ashley. When I woke up he was still sleeping so I stayed in bed Until Andy would wake up so I just drew. When Andy woke up he asked me what I was drawing and I said, " you." After I showed him the picture I told him he could have it. I finished it right when he woke up. "You are the only other person I can trust about everything besides Ashley I can trust him."

I laid in bed next to him and talked. I really like him and I am afraid if I tell him he won't like me back. So I just talked. "How did you sleep." I asked."I slept good how about you." He asked in a sweet voice. " I normally sleep okay but sense I was with you I slept better." And right when I said that I ran to the bathroom and stayed there for a while. I had my blades but I didn't cut. About 10 minutes later Andy came in. When he came in I tried to run but he refused to let me. And after he wouldn't let me out of the bathroom I tried to run again  but still didn't make it. After the last try  I yelled "let me leave." And after that Andy went to go get Ashley.

So when someone came I wouldn't look at the person so when they came in I said," go away." But when I said that they sat by me and hugged me. After the hug he asked me what was wrong. I could tell it was Ashley. So when I told him I said, "I was talking with Andy this morning and when I asked him how he slept he said good and when he asked me I said, normally I sleep okay but sense I was with you I slept better. And I really like him so I didn't want him to know because I know he doesn't  like me that way." After that Ashley said, "it's ok that you like him that way and now that you said that he knows and when he wouldn't let you out of the bathroom is because he cares about you and doesn't want you hurt he wants you to be better not worse." When he said that I started to cry and he hugged me.

After that Ashley left and went to get Andy and Ashley wanted me to tell him about this and why I was trying to get away and I have to tell him I like him and I was sorry. So 5 minutes later he came in and sat next to me and what I did was I said that I didn't want to have my blades so I gave them to him and I showed him my arms so he can see I didn't make any new ones. After that I talked to him and said everything I needed to and when it came to the main thing I said, " I'm sorry about running from you I just couldn't see what you would think when I said that I normally sleep okay and I slept better with you its that I didn't want you to know I liked you because i know you don't like me the same, but I just really like you. You are my idol for singing/screaming and Jake is my idol for guitar I just really like you." After I said that I looked down and he made me look at him and he said, "the reason I wouldn't let you leave is because I care about you and you know that but I do like you a lot to but when you said that it made me happy but when you left I knew there was something to it that you left but you are awesome and I want you to be okay." And after that I put my head on his shoulder and stayed there. And after I was ready to go back to the guys I was happy. Everyone asked if I was ok because it took about 1 hour and a halve and they were trying to help and they did they won't stop till I'm ready and back to myself.