Adopted by Black Veil Brides

Chapter 14

Allyson's POV

"Time to get up." Andy said. "What time is it?" I asked. "9:26." He answered back. "It's too early." I told him. I heard him grab my phone and tried to do my password. I thought he didn't know it but he did. "Who have you been texting." He said as a little joke. "No one." I said.

I watched him go to the conversation with Jake. When I seen I grabbed my phone quick and said, "you can't see that conversation." "Why." He asked. "I wanted to tell someone and was scared to tell you so I told him." "Why were you scared." He said. "Because it was the middle of the night so I didn't want to wake you up. It was something I needed to tell." "Why wouldn't you have just woke me up, I wouldn't care if you did." He told me. "Ok, I am going to to get ready for the day." I said. "Why wouldn't you have told me. And how was Jake up in the middle of the night, did you wake him up." He said as he grabbed my shoulder and turned me around. "I don't know he answered right away. I'm going to get ready now." I told him. "Fine, we'll talk about this after your ready." He said. I turned around and went to take a shower.

I brought my phone in the bathroom so he wouldn't look at it. I changed my password too. I got in the shower and realized that I forgot to lock the door. All I was hoping was that he wouldn't take my phone. I finished my shower and got dressed. I was looking for my phone and couldn't find it. I realized he took it but I didn't hear him come in. I walked out and said, "why would you do that!" "You wouldn't tell me so I would just do it myself!" "How did you know my password I changed it!" "I seen you change it!" "My phone is my property and you looked on it and I didn't want you to, you can't just do that if I wanted to I would have showed you you don't need to know about it!" After I said that I ran downstairs and locked myself in the other bathroom and I took my phone to. I started to text Jake.

(J-Jake A-Allyson)

A-hi
J-hey, are you ok
A-not really. The conversation me and you had last night. Andy seen it. I didn't want him to, I changed my password and he still new it. Now what am I going to do.
J-he was going to need to know sometime anyways you can't hide it from people. If he didn't know and you ran away and wanted to hurt yourself then he wouldn't be able to help this is not something you hide.
A-what do I tell him now
J-tell him sorry, and explain why you felt that way when you texted me last night.
A-ok thanks
J-no problem, are you okay now.
A-a little, thanks.
J-your welcome, bye
A-bye

I walked out of the bathroom and seen Andy in the doorway. "I'm sorry for looking in your phone I should have respected that, but I want you to be safe." He said. "It's ok. I should have told you, I should not have kept it from you. You were going to need to know." I told him. "What made you feel that way." He asked. "I don't know. I had the feeling of wanting to do that. But I texted Jake and after texting him I cuddled closer to you. But during the whole day I felt a weird feeling and couldn't understand and wanted it to end, I can't stand this anymore it needs to end now but it won't for a while, I still have that feeling, it makes me want to run away." He gave me a hug and kissed me on the head and said, "I will help you I promise." I gave him another hug and said, "thanks." "You need to get ready to go." He said. I went and finished getting ready and walked down stairs.

"Ready." He said. "Yeah." We put our stuff In the back of the car and drove to CC's house.

When we got there everyone out there stuff in the car and got in. We sat in the middle row today. Jake and CC in the front and Ashley and Jinxx in the back. When we left everyone was quite and then started asking me question, I didn't mind. We did that for about 20 minutes and then it was quiet. Jake texted Andy and asked if they should have me tell them, I didn't want to. Jake texted me and asked and then Andy told me I should. I looked at him and he nodded. I was scared I didn't think I would be able to do I told them I can't. They told me not to be afraid and they should know incase if Andy and Jake aren't around so I said I would.

When I told them they looked worried but I said that I was telling them so they know in case I'm like that again. After I told them Andy looked at me and smiled and held my hand for the rest of the time as we all had friendly conversations and had fun.