Adopted by Black Veil Brides

Chapter 50

Allyson's POV
3 months later

I have now been with Andy again with no fights. But I have almost started them a few times.

"Andy, can you please come here." I said from the couch. He came from the kitchen.
"What." He asked.
"Sit with me, you have cleaned almost everything today." I told him.
"Fine." He said sitting next to me. He put his hand on my leg and I jumped a little bit. He put his arm around me and I put my head on his shoulder.
"You have a doctors appointment tomorrow." He told me.
"Ugh, I don't want to."
"To bad. I'll be there, it's fine."
"Why do I need to go." I asked.
"When we had the fights, you are better but I still know you want to yell at me but you don't. You are talking to a doctor about how you feel and everything." He told me and kissed me.
"I can tell you." I said.
"No you can't, you lie sometimes."
"Andy I don't want to do this."
"Your still doing it."
"No!" I yelled and went into our room.

He followed then ended up stopping when he got to the top of the stairs.

"What! Do you not care about me anymore!" I yelled.

He didn't come near me he turned away and then stood there. I seen him look back at me once then seen some tears. Did I get him too sad or mad to cry?

"Andy, I'm sorry." I said. I was still sitting on our bed.
He didn't say anything or came by me.
"Andy, I mean it, I'm sorry."
He just walked down the stairs and didn't say anything.

Andy's POV

Allyson tried saying sorry a few times but I couldn't handle it. I had a phone call today and some people said that sense we have shows a lot around where we live and when we do long tours sometimes, that Allyson doesn't need to go, on the long tours, she can only come to the shows around where we live. It was because of the fights we had. I tried explaining but they don't care. Next tour is in 4 months. I tried to tell them she won't be able to live like that. She would be dead, by the time I come back, or if I told her.

I walked down to the couch and just laid there and cried a little. I hear her coming down but I couldn't help it.

"What the hell did I do Andy." She said.
"Nothing, the tour people said you can't come on tour when we go on longer ones. But you can only come to home concerts." I told her.
"I at least will be able to have the other Andy(2), Tyler, and Josh."
"It's I'm afraid you will die. What if you do."
"Andy I won't." She said.
"Allyson you don't understand, I have almost lost you a few times before, and you were fine then you got back at this thing you don't under stand."
"I understand I'm fine, I won't let depression control me." She said.
"You always tell me then it does."
"Well, I'm smart! So stop annoying me!" She said.

She covered her mouth then started to cry.

"It's ok. It was an accident." I said hugging her.
"No, I just called you annoying, that's bad."
"I love you too much to get mad."
"I wish I never said that."
"It's fine, but you need to promise not to hurt yourself when we go one tour. It's in 4 months so there's a while. Please don't, I will tell them to look at you and check and if they see anything the will call me and tell me. I will come back then. And tell you to stop and you don't want that it will be a bad argument." I told her.
"Ok, I will try not to." She said. She walked to the kitchen and stayed there for a little bit. She eventually walked back out after five minutes, with a banana.

"Why did it take you five minutes to get a banana."
"I don't know, it was hard to get." She said.
"See your lying."
"No I'm not."
"Yes you are show me your arms."
"Why do you think I would do that!"
"Just listen to me! Show me your arms."
She showed them to me. She lied, again.

"Why do you lie every time about it."
"Otherwise you get mad."
"I will be even more made if you don't tell the truth, and less if you do. I care about you, you know that, it shouldn't be that hard for you to tell me."
"It's very hard to tell you! I'm always afraid and that's why I lie! If you would like that then ok!"
"Just stop with yelling at me, ok. Just forget it ever happened." I told her.
"Jeez, your so annoying about this to me." She tried to run upstairs. I grabbed her by the arms I know she wouldn't go but she kept trying to get away."
"Let go!" She said. "I'm the worst girlfriend you can even have!"
I pulled her to me and kissed her fast. "Yep, like totally. You aren't the worst girlfriend ever, you know my worst one. Your the best one."
She hugged me and started to cry. "What did you do that to yourself with." I asked.
"A knife." She said.
"I will follow you around the house now because of this."
"Weird."
"I mean like keep an eye on you, I don't trust you alone."
"Ugh." She said. "I don't want to deal with anything and I have to deal with a lot."
"You make yourself deal with it if you would just be careful you won't need to." I told her.

She went upstairs and I followed. She wasn't happy about this. I looked at her then sat by her. She was sitting on the bed and I sat down and she slowly moved away. She eventually fell off the bed.

"Ow." She said.
"That's what you get." I said, I helped her up and laid on the bed. She sat on the end of the bed on her side. I soon fell asleep then felt her lay next to me and hugged me.

"I am not happy about what I have done, but when I do it I am but afterwards I regret it." She said. "Sorry."