Adopted by Black Veil Brides

Chapter 9

Allyson's POV

I ran to my room crying and said "I can't live like this." They came after me but I locked the door so no one could come in. Jake kept trying to get me to unlock the door but I still didn't. After 5 minutes Andy come back and I heard keys.

Trigger warning)

"Shit." I said to myself and quickly grabbed my blade and make 2 cuts on each arm and put it away. I ran to my bathroom and tried to quickly washed them off. Right when I was about to wash my arms the door opened.

"Shit." I yelled and tried to run out of my room but Andy was in the way.

"I'm not going to let you leave until you explain to me everything. I don't know much about you still and I need to know what's wrong." He said.

Jake just stared at us and was waiting for me to explain. So I told them to sit on the bed.

" when I was 11 I wasn't aloud to leave the house. I couldn't do anything I had no one to hang out with and if I ever had a friend my parents said that they would not let me eat for 2 weeks and I only had a small piece of food each day. It only happened once I learned from the first time. Every drawing I had would get thrown away. That was when I first started to cut. I started listening to you and when they heard they smashed my phone.When I was 13 the gave me to the orphanage because they didn't like me and I thought I would get friends but I didn't. I got a new phone when I came in the orphanage but the other girls looked on my phone and then smashed it one day when I was in the shower. But then I always kept my phone with me. At 14 I wore all black and black makeup I would get made fun of but I would stay in my room and cut. All my drawings would get ripped up. Now I am with you guys and I am happy but I still have random moments that are bad. And my depression came back."

"I'm glad your okay but if you ever need to tell us anything just tell us and we'll listen and that's what we like to do." Andy said.

"We like to help people." Said Jake.

I asked. "Can I leave my room now."

"Yes." Andy said.

I walked downstairs and looked around slowly and Jake and Andy followed behind but they new that I was still acting a little weird.

"Are you ok." They asked. I didn't say anything but I heard something that sounds like a person broke into the house. I looked at them and said, "I hear someone."

They looked at me with a face that made them feel worried about me a lot. When they came closer i slowly grabbed a blade from my pocket and they said to give it to them but I said no. Just then I ran to get the person and they started to fight. I took my blade and cut him on the leg, arm and face.

"Call the cops!" I yelled. Jake called."there's a guy that broke into Andy's house, He's my friend and our friend Ashley has a daughter that just attacked the guy. Where fine the guy is the only one hurt." "Ok police and an ambulance will be there." Said the lady. "Ok thanks." Said Jake.

Andy walked over to me and said, "go sit on the couch we are going to talk after they get everything done!"

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(Skipping the police and ambulance scene)

"Why did you run up to that guy. If he wanted to he would have killed you, that is dangerous I don't want you hurt. And for how much you are under weight you could have been badly injured." Said Andy.

"I didn't mean too. It's just that I knew that someone was there when I was walking down the stairs. I was scared but I didn't know what to do and I had a blade in my pocket so I thought I would attack him." I said.

"I don't care! You should have let me or Jake just call the police we don't want you to cause trouble and we want you safe......" I cut him off. " I am the one who new about this you were wondering why I was still being a little weird. I didn't want you guys hurt either I just wanted to know that the person would go away." I told him. "Sense you did that I am taking your phone and any other electronics."

"Why I said I didn't mean too. it's just......." He cut me off. "What do you mean you don't mean to attack the guy I seen you take your blade out and was getting ready to attack!" He said. "I am used to attacking people right away because at the orphanage I used to doing that to the other girls." I said. "You are not getting your phone back for a couple days and think about what you did."

I ran to my room with that blade in my hand. Jake ran after me. After I got to my room I went to my bathroom and locked the door. "Come out I want to talk to you." Said Jake. " I don't want to talk anymore." I said back. He kept tying but I ignored him and wrote a note. The note said. " I can't live like this, most things are good but my time in a shit situation is that I don't like my life. I want to die so when you find me just remember this was your fault."

(Trigger warning)

I took my blade and made cuts everywhere I couldn't stand it. When I heard Jake coming back with Andy and his keys I took a knife I had in a drawer and stabbed myself. Just than the door opened. "SHIT!" Andy yelled." He called an ambulance. After a couple minutes they were here to take me to the hospital and when the paramedics were about to leave they gave Andy the note and said I think this was for you. Jake rode in the ambulance with me but when Andy and Jake opened the door to my bathroom my vision went black.