Adopted by Black Veil Brides

Chapter 51

Allyson's POV
5 months later

It's already been a month sense he has left. I haven't been dealing with thing well. Tyler is always looking me over for cuts but there is none. The way I have been dealing with it is not eating. Andy doesn't know, noone does. I want him to know I'm not dealing with it right, but then I don't want an argument. He'll get really mad at me if I tell him.

My phone started to ring.
But I ignored it.

Andy- answer
Allyson- no, I don't want to talk right now
Andy- please, I now you need to tell me something, somethings wrong.
Allyson- yes, but you said you were going to come back and talk to me if you knew, I didn't want another argument.
Andy- at least you told the truth this time
Allyson- yes, how long till the tour ends
Andy- three months
Allyson- ok, well I gtg bye
Andy- wait
Allyson- what
Andy- what is the problem you should tell me about.
Allyson- I really have to go by
Andy- Allyson!

I took my phone down stairs and played the guitar. When I got ready Andy called.

"What."
"Don't make me do an argument over the phone!"
"It's not that important." I told him.
"You need to tell me!"
"I'm fine." I started to cry. "I am just not eating much."
"What, don't." He said.
"I don't know how to deal with it."
"Well, I can't tell you much. I'm sorry. Please eat though. I'll come by in a month."
"I can't go that long."
"You'll make it." He said.

He started to sing Saviour and I felt better.

We ended the conversation and then I played my guitar. I still wasn't happy enough though.

3 weeks later

I have been in my room most of the time and I think I nearly destroyed almost everything. Andy's going to hate me.

I have tended to be bad when the guys go on a walk for a little bit. Sense they haven't seen any cuts they think I can be left alone for like ten minutes. Andy won't be coming for another week so at least I have time to clean up.

When I heard the door open I just decided to go on my phone. I heard the footsteps coming to me and Andy's room.

"What the hell happened this time." Andy said as he opened the door.
"You weren't going to come for another week."
"I changed my mind, tell me what's going on." He told me.

I went to our bathroom and shut the door. I couldn't tell him it was him.
I was mad at him, but because of not talking to me for a few weeks and I just wasn't able to talk I was to scared.

"Come out." He said.

I opened the door and looked down.

"What is it."
"First of all, with not eating I don't know I miss you and think about you too much. And secondly, with your room I was getting mad you weren't talking to me you normally check on me all the time, I was mad at you."
I hugged him, and then laid on the bed and cried. I feel stupid telling him that.

"I'm stupid for doing this, just because I was mad at you."
"No."he said.

He kissed me and told me to follow him.

He took me to his car and then drove me to the bus.
"Make sure the tour manager doesn't see you."
"What about the guys."
"They know I talked to them last night." He said.
"What am I supposed to do." I asked.
"Your staying with us the guys are distracting the tour manager so you can get on the bus."
"Fine." I sighed and got on.

I am just really tired also because I haven't been able to sleep lately so not like that will be a problem.

He walked me to his bunk and then let me in first then he went in.

"Go to sleep you seem very tired."
I nodded and hugged him.

I heard the bus door open.

"What, why can't I talk to Andy." The tour manager said.
"He's sleeping."
"I don't care we need to talk. If his annoying girlfriend is on the she's leaving."

Andy got out his bunk and looked at the tour manager.

"First off why do you hate her." Andy asked.
"You have had many arguments all the time it's annoying."
"Well still you don't know what she thinks in her head. You don't want to know."
"Then tell me, and give me and explanation and prove something to me and maybe she can stay."
"Allyson come here." He said.
"I'm very tired I have hardly slept, can I just sleep." I asked.
"What proof do you have to say you should come on tour." Andy asked.

"Well, no one will want to know but oh well your going to. You know I was totally good with eating again. But it has changed, I have." I showed them what I look like now and it's not the best

"She can stay." He said.

I gave Andy a big hug and then hugged the manager. He wasn't too happy.

"Let me sleep." I said and walked to Andy's bunk he followed and then laid next to me.