Adopted by Black Veil Brides

Chapter 21

Allyson's POV

"Why are you doing this?" He asked touching the cuts I let him see.

"Because." I said. He new there was a reason I always had a reason when I did stuff like this.

"Tell me." He said.

"No!" I said and started to get up. Andy made me stay and wouldn't let me move.

"Tell me I am very worried about you."

"I'm fine!" I said back mean.

There was a big pause of silence and it was not good, Andy had a mad look on his face which was scaring me.

"Should I have someone watch you all the time, do you want me to do that! They can follow you around so you don't hurt yourself!" He yelled.

I was scared. So I told the truth. "A while ago when you broke up with me it was not fun and I didn't know how I should deal with it. I didn't do it right away but it was too much for me to handle because I never dated anyone so it was new and hard for me." I looked at him and grabbed his hand. "I'm sorry." I said. He didn't say anything. He went to kiss me but then He answered a text.

"What's going on." A text from Ashley said.

He answered back. "We were just talking." He said back.

"Kinda sounded like arguing a little bit."

"We're fine, don't worry."

"Ok." He said.

When he finished texting he kissed me. "Should I see if you can spend the night tonight." I asked him.

"Sure." He said. I ran to the other room they were in. "Can Andy spend the night." I asked Jinxx. "Sure, as long as Ashley's ok with it." He said. Ashley nodded. "Thanks." I said.

I came back to Andy and told him he could. He gave me a hug. We walked over to Ashley and Jinxx. "Can we watch the movie?" I asked.
"Of course." Jinxx said. We walked down stairs and started to watch it.

I sat next to Andy. I was starting to get tired and ended up falling asleep on Andy's shoulder.

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Andy's POV

When the movie ended I picked Allyson up and carried her to bed. I laid next to her. I slept for about an hour then heard her scream. It made me jump, I woke her up and she started crying.

"What's wrong." I asked.
"My dream."
"What's it about."  I asked, as she looked at me and held my hand.
"We were going on a walk. You told me that you needed to tell me something and you told me you cheated on me and I was going to run but you stopped me. I tried running again and I did get away but then it was a few days and when i got a text from Jake saying that someone killed you. And later you went to find me and when you did you took me back to your house and was telling me that you were going to keep me safe and I texted Jake to come over and get me but he kept saying that you were dead. And then you ended up killing me." She said.

I wrapped her in a big hug and told her it was going to be ok. I grabbed her hand and looked at her and told her I will keep her safe. I was about to touch her arms but she told me not to. She laid her head on my chest and I sang Saviour to her. She really liked when I did that. As soon as she fell asleep I waited a little bit then put my hand on her stomach. And stayed like that for the rest on the night. I felt the cuts I realized that one or two of them were words. I don't like her doing this to herself. It's my fault for breaking up with her but I never thought she would do this.

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(Morning)

I woke up and seen Allyson with all the blankets. "Allyson." I said. "Can I please have some blankets."
"Sure." She said.
She gave me a couple blankets then gave me a hug. I slept for a little while and she just laid next to me.

I felt her hand touch my stomach. It was cold. I grabbed her hand and held it till it was warm.
"Have you been working on any new songs." I asked.
"Yeah, but when you broke up with me I wrote two songs of that but I didn't like them so I got rid of them but other two I have been working on were about myself and how I'm dealing with this. And the newest on is about me wanting to die." She said.
"Please don't, I don't want that to happen and please tell me anything even if your scared I will always force you to tell me." I told her.
"Ok, I will follow what you say I will try most of the time."
"Should we get ready?" I asked.
"Yeah." She said.
She still was trying to hide her stomach from me. Is there something she doesn't want me to see I questioned to myself.

I watched her get ready. She was dancing in the mirror but she wasn't her normal self.
"Is everything okay."
"No, I have been overthinking."
"How come."
"My anxiety is making me overthink and I can't stand it." She said.
I didn't know how to reply.
"Can I see your stomach and I want to see all of it." I asked.
She showed me a little but not what I wanted. I asked again but she didn't. I tried to take her shirt off but she refused.

When I got it off I didn't like what I seen. The words "bitch" and "freak" were there.
"Why did you do this." I asked.
"Because that's what people called me."
"Don't listen to them at all, i don't want to loose you no one does. We love you. What they say isn't true, just be yourself and don't let other people tell you what you should do or who you be."
She had a very small smile that I could hardly see.
I could tell in her eyes she regretted doing it but she still didn't want anyone to know about it so she just let me know. I grabbed her waist and kissed her.

I put the shirt back on her and finished getting ready.
"Is this my fault it happened?" I asked.
"No, I did it  I know some if it's from you breaking up with me but when people found out they were saying those mean things and said that I didn't have you to help me. And that you would never date me again. They said you were using me." She told me.
I hugged her trying to be careful not to hurt her. When she was already we laid on the bed for a little bit.