Adopted by Black Veil Brides

Chapter 4

The next day

I got up and walked over to the  guitar. When I got over there it wasn't there so I look all over but still couldn't find it. So after about 5 minutes I asked "where's my guitar." When I asked they took me to were it used to be and they showed me a new guitar that looked really cool. It was black and had flames on it. After they gave it to me I played them the songs Nobody's Hero, Perfect Weapon, We Don't Belong, Devil's Choir, and The Gunsling. After I played the songs they were really surprised. After I finished playing guitar I went to take a nap.

************
After I woke up from the nap I decided sense they weren't on the bus I would bake something for them so I made them brownies. So after I finished baking I let them cool off and went to take another nap. After I woke up again I texted Andy and said "where are you." So after about another hour there was no reply so I call him and about the 3rd time of calling him he answered and I said, "where are you." " we went to the mall and now we were just about to leave so be back soon." "Ok" I answered back. 10 minutes later they came back And it made me happy. When they came through the door I quickly gave them a hug. After that I showed them the brownies. It was 3:00 now I was about to go to my bunk but then I was stopped.

When I turned around I saw Andy. When I turned around I wasn't sure who it was or what they were going to say. So when he turned me around I jumped and screamed a little. So after that he said he was sorry about scarring me and I said it was ok. After we talked for a little bit he said, "someone should have left a note but no one wrote the note." I said, "oh, but why didn't you answer my text when I texted you and hour before the call." "I left my phone in the car so I didn't have it with me." I said ok. I then got in my bunk and started to draw again. When I was drawing I drew a picture for Jinxx, Jake, and CC so then everyone else had a drawing too. It was 6:00 now.

When I finished I decided to give it to them. I then asked if we could watch a movie and they said yes. So I decided we should watch the hunger games. After it finished I went to my bunk to sleep. After about 3 hours I couldn't sleep so I tried to do what ever that normally helped me sleep but nothing worked so I sat there in silence reading and an hour later Andy came over to where I was and asked why I was still up. I told him I couldn't sleep, so he sat by me and talked and asked me some questions and very soon after talking I fell asleep. Andy then went back to his bunk and slept.

***********
It has been 3 days sense I couldn't sleep one night and it has been really good but I have not told anyone what I did even though I can talk easily to Andy and Ashley but I still can't say it to them. After that one night I was happy that Andy got me to sleep but it just happened again and I don't want Andy to help this time because sense I gave him my blades I don't have anything to self arm with and I only have my nails. And now sense I just scratched myself  a couple times and it stings I don't want him to see what I did and now it's going to be bad and I don't know how to stop.

So I just got up and when I looked at my arms I seen what I did and Andy came to get me up. When he came in my bunk I quickly tried to cover my arms and he seen them and asked "what did you do?" I said nothing I just sat there and he stood there with a concerned look. After that I quickly hugged him and said sorry and I showed him my arms. After I showed him he told me he would help me so after I told him he took me to where the guys were and told them that they need to help me and they all said they will and we're happy to help.

************
Middle of the night

I woke up From a dream that really scared me and I couldn't sleep after that. 10 minutes after I woke up I walked to Andy's bunk and asked if I could sleep with him and he said yes. Right when I closed my eyes I was technically fully asleep and was happy. I normally don't have it happen a lot when I have bad dreams and can't sleep. But when before I went to sleep I told Andy everything I wanted him to know then I went to sleep. Before I went to ask Andy, I scratched myself a couple of times and remembered that I couldn't do it and should ask Andy if I could sleep with him.