Adopted by Black Veil Brides

Chapter 29

Andy's POV

After I walked away in a different room for a little bit, I went back to her room and found her laying on her bed crying. I quietly walked over to her and I heard her say something to herself. I listened again and heard, "Why did I do that, he hates me, he hates me. I can't stand this anymore."
"I don't hate you." I said laying next to her.
"You were mad and walked out, I was stupid and did that I in front of you and made you mad. I shouldn't have done that, I'm sorry."
"It's ok-"
"No it's not. I was being stupid, you were looking at me in a very mean way." She said.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to be that mean about it, but I just want you to stop. I know it's hard but you have to. I don't want you doing that."

She snuggled next to me and put her head on my chest.
"I'm sorry." She said.
"It's ok, I'm sorry for yelling at you I shouldn't have done that."
"I shouldn't have done what I did it was wrong, you didn't do anything wrong I did."

I hugged her and kissed her head.

"What happened to your fingers." She said.
"That's from taking your blade. But it's ok." I told her.
"Oh." She said.

We laid next to each other for a little bit and fell asleep for an hour.

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I woke up and seen Allyson wasn't on the bed. I got up and walked down stairs. She was talking with the guys. I slowly walked down stairs and they almost said my name but I motioned with my hand to be quiet. I went up behind her and picked her up.

"STOP!..... Oh it's you." She said.
"Who do you think I was."
"I don't know, a person that broke in."
"First off, if they seen someone come up behind you they won't be like 'oh go ahead take her' they would have fought the person."
"That would make more sense."
I kissed her and put her down.

"Hey Ash, can I talk to you."
"Yeah."

We walked to the kitchen and I looked him in the eye.

"Can I marry Allyson." I asked
"Yeah."
"Thanks." I said.
"Your welcome."
"Do you want to come with me to get a ring."
"Yeah, should we now."
"Yeah."

We walked out of the kitchen and I walked over to the guys, "me and Ashley will be back soon." I told them.
"Can I come." Allyson asked.
"No sorry, we won't be gone long." I told her.

We walked out the door and started to drive to the store.

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Allyson's POV

I wanted to go with Andy but he said no. At least it was only going to be an hour and I had the other guys to hang out with.
"What do you want to do." I asked them. "I don't know." They all said.
I made myself coffee and played with Alex.
"Who hung out with Alex when I left." I asked.
"We all did." Jinxx said.
"Ok."

Everyone ended up being tired when it has been at least and hour and I'm very hyper.
"No coffee for you." I heard Andy say.
"Your back, but how do you know."
"Jake texted me."
I looked at him. He looked tired.

"Everyone should get home so we can get ready for a concert tomorrow at 12:00." Andy said.
"I totally forgot about that." Jinxx said.

Everyone got home and I went to Andy's house and called someone to watch the baby tomorrow. I decided to call Juliet and she said she would watch him.

"Ready for bed." Andy asked.
"Yeah, I'm really tired."
"You were hyper ten minutes ago."
"My mood changes fast." I said.
"Ok, goodnight."
"Goodnight."

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Morning

"Andy get up. We have a concert."
"I forgot about that." He said jumping up. " what time is it."
"It's 7:30am."
"Don't scare me like that."
"Ok."

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At the venue

Me and Andy walked around for a little bit till all the concerts started.
"Ten minutes till it's our turn come now." Jake said.
We followed him.
When they were going out on stage I waited on the side. The songs they played were In The End, Fallen Angles, Knives and Pens, Perfect Weapon, Rebel Love Song, and Nobody's Hero.
After he played Rebel Love Song he called me on stage.

"Allyson I love you, and I was wondering, will you marry me."

I started to cry. "Yes." I said and kissed him.

He asked if I wanted to sing Nobody's Hero with him. I said yes.

When we finished we walked off.
"Is this why I wasn't allowed to go with you yesterday."
"Yeah." He said.

I kissed him and he picked me up and carried me around. When everyone else was ready we headed back to the car and went home. I was really tired and fell asleep on the way home.

Andy's POV

When we got home everyone was tired and went back home. I carried Allyson to bed and fell asleep next to her. Before I fell asleep I grabbed Allyson's phone to see what's been going on. There was nothing on her screen. I'm glad people are not telling her mean comments, she normally has a lot of mean comments. But I'm afraid there going to keep telling her mean things. She doesn't normally tell me when something bad is going on but I find out. I put her phone down and started to sleep.

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Next day

"Andy." I heard Allyson say.
"What." I asked.
"How come you like to protect me and help me." She said staring into my eyes.
I looked in her eyes and said, "I love you, I don't want anything to happen. Sometimes you can get me a little frustrated but I still love you."
She kissed me and started to sleep again.
"Is there something wrong." I asked her.
"No." She said. I could tell there was.
"Tell me." I said.
She turned towards me again, "there's nothing I have to tell you." I kissed her quickly and kissed her till she said something.
"I have been getting mean comments but I have been deleting them from my screen so you wouldn't know."
"Don't do that it makes me sad. What if you hurt yourself or kill yourself."
"I wouldn't kill myself, but I knew it would bother you too know so that's why I did it."
I grabbed her arm but she pulled away. It makes me really sad she won't stop. I rolled up her sleeve and rubbed my hand over the cuts. After a little bit she pulled away and got out of bed. We were both mad.

She walked to the bathroom and I was about to go in but I waited. When I thought I waited long enough I walked right in.

(Trigger warning)

I can't believe she's still going to do it. "Stop." I said.
She looked and turned towards me and cut. Harder each time. I tried grabbing it from her but she wouldn't give it to me she kept cutting. "Stop, please. I don't want you doing this."
"I'll do what I want."
As I walked to her she threatened to cut me. I grabbed her and carried her to the bed and shut every door in her room. I walked to her and kissed her. She was mad. She refused the first two times but then let me kiss her.

"Please stop." I said. "Please."
She stopped what she was doing and threw the blade across the room.
She looked mad but now I could tell it was at herself.
"Why are you doing this." I said.
"I don't know, I just...um, I don't know, I'm sorry, but whenever I'm mad at you or myself or anyone I will do something bad."
"What did you do in the past when you got mad."
She didn't want to tell me but I waited for her to say something.
"I would cut like I do now, drank,
smoked, and a lot of other things."
I under stood the first one but i didn't want to ask about the others.
I cleaned her arms then gave her a hug.
"Sorry." She said.
"It's ok." I said and gave her a kiss.

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Sorry about not updating in a while.