Adopted by Black Veil Brides

Chapter 33

Allyson's POV
2:30 am

I woke up and looked around the room and walked down to the living room. I grabbed my guitar and continued writing the song. I found my pick on the table, I never put it there and I don't know how it got there. I thought I left it at Jake's house. I didn't want anyone to touch it and they did. I didn't care that I left it there I didn't care anymore. I left the pick on the table started to play. I just wanted to be alone for a while but I didn't want to go anywhere. For an hour I walked around the house thinking of what to do. Then finally went up stairs back to bed. I felt better about walking around the house in different spots and thinking. When I got back to bed Andy wrapped his arms around me. "You need to sleep." He said. "You have an appointment tomorrow and I know you don't want to go but you need to. Jinxx will be taking you sense you can talk to him."
I nodded, and started to cry. He hugged me tighter, and I stayed close to him. I didn't want to move, I covered my face so he wouldn't see it. "Everything's ok." He said, moving my hands from my face. The tears wouldn't stop, and I tried but nothing worked. He looked at me and wiped my eyes.

I stopped crying but my face was red and I tried to hide it. "Look at me." He said.
I didn't listen to him and he said it again. I looked, "your ok, I'm here for you. You know I will help."
I smiled and gave him a small kiss. Then fell asleep.

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Morning

I woke up to someone knocking on the door. I jumped out of bed and got ready for my appointment. When I was about to walk out of our room but then I heard a low voice say, "why are you in a hurry, you aren't leaving for two hours."
'I heard Jinxx at the door.' I texted.
"He wanted to talk to me so he came early. But it's no problem that your ready." He smiled.
I gave him a small kiss. He picked me up and carried me down stairs.
"Hi." Jinxx said.
I waved and smiled.
"Did she talk to you yet." He asked Andy.
"No, but she does let me kiss her and I can give her a hug now."
"That's good, but Allyson you need to talk to him what happens when you get married." He asked me.
I whispered in his ear, "I talk to you."
"But you won't be able to talk to me you will need to trust him."
I looked at him then Andy. I wanted to tell Jinxx he has helped a lot but i don't know what to tell him. Or what if I end up kissing him, Andy probably wouldn't like that, obviously because I am dating him, but I do want to give him a kiss. We talked for a while till I had to go. When I got into the car it was quiet for five minutes then Jinxx wanted to talk.

"You need to talk to him." He said.
"I'm not talking to anyone, I told you."
"Your making him sad, he wants to here your voice, tell me why you are still not talking to anyone."
"First, he knows I don't want to talk to anyone and I only talk to you, and is fine with it, he tells me that! And second, everyone is telling me not to so I don't! So there you have what you need!"
"Your lying, he told me it makes him sad and he wants to here your voice, I'm not stupid."
"I never called you stupid."
"I know, but you can't listen to other people and don't lie to me when you know I know the truth."
"Fine but I still won't talk."
He looked at me then pulled into the parking lot.

When we got checked in we walked to the waiting room then waited.

"Allyson." The doctor called.
We got up and followed her to the room.

"What are you her for today." She asked.
"We are here because she is only talking to me and no one else."
"How long has this been going on for."
"About a week." He said.
She looked at me to see if I would talk but I didn't.
"Who are you to her." She asked.
"I'm a friend."
"Does she have a boyfriend."
"Yes they are actually engaged, He's the one who scheduled this appointment." He said.
She looked at me then said, "you can't keep doing this, I know he's trying to help you, but you can't do that. I did that around your age and I was engaged also, and after a year, he ended it, he didn't like that I didn't talk to him anymore. But I'm not saying he will do that. I know he's going to do everything he can to get you to talk, and no matter how long it takes. My boyfriend mainly cared about himself more than me and yours I know cares more about you." I liked what she said.
I wanted to tell her something but I was scared. I tried again but made it seem like I had to sneeze.
"Do you want to say something." She asked.
I nodded.
I was about to say something but stopped. I couldn't talk with her in here but I can't just talk to Jinxx I just want to tell her something but I can't. I tried again and couldn't talk I walked to Jinxx and said, "tell her one thing I thing she would really like to here, is that Andy doesn't just care about me a lot but also cares about the fans and that's why I like him so much."
"She wants you to know that Andy just doesn't care about her, he also cares a lot about his fans and that why she love him." He said.
"So he is in a band in guessing."
"Yeah, I am too. We want our fans safe and to not hurt themselves in anyway."
"Ok, do you tour a lot." She asked.
"We got back from a tour about a year ago and are about to go back again. We did some concerts when we got back and did one yesterday."
"Does she go."
"Yes, she actually performed with us yesterday. So that's not the reason she's not talking to other people. She told me because people are telling her to not talk that's why she's doing that."