Adopted by Black Veil Brides

Chapter 44

Andy's POV
3 days later

Allyson has decided to go on tour with us again. And has been having a good time. She was afraid that Andy(2), Tyler, and Josh were going to be mad for her choosing to come. They didn't care as long as she was ok that's all that mattered.

We haven't done much today except for perform and then take a nap. I just got up and realized that I needed to talk to Allyson.
"Hey." I said walking to her bunk.
"Hey." She said quietly.
"Why so quiet." I ask.
"Come by me." She said, telling me to lay next to her.
"Why are you quiet."
"I'm not my self right now, but you can tell me what you need to say."
"Ok." I said. "You need to tell me what is wrong, and then I really need you too understand that what ever you do we know, Jinxx told me that last night you clearly had no idea of what you were doing. He would try to talk and then you just talked about your book or what ever you were working on."
"I don't remember." She said.
I hugged her. "You need to tell us, you can't do that today, if it happened we are taking you to the doctors."
"I hate the doctors."
"Then don't do so many bad things except for the things you can't control than that's fine."
"Ok, I'll try not to, I'll try to stay on task. I am just sorta spacing out but that's all."
"Again." I asked.
"Yeah. But it's okay."
"Are you sure."
"Yeah."

I laid there thinking about what to do for the rest of the day, or last week and a half. I reached over her and grabbed her phone.

"What are you doing." She asked.
"Looking at your phone."
"Oh." She said.
"You have a text." I said.
"Let me see." She said trying to take her phone.
"Hey Allyson, it's been a while sense we have talked. You know you shouldn't have broke up with me. But anyway your new friends are now back with me. Have fun." I said joking but staying serious.
"They are probably gone." She said, starting to cry. I laughed at her.
"You have to know I'm joking, look at your phone there are no text."

She grabbed her phone and looked.
"Seriously, you should stop doing that it always bothers me when you do that. I always believe you."
I laughed and hugged her.
"You should sleep." I say.
"Ok." She said.

I laid there. She was a little cold so I kept hugging her. She moved a little while she was sleeping, it must have been a dream. I rubbed her arm and it seemed to help.

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I have been tired all day I couldn't even take a nap. I just wanted to sleep but I couldn't. I didn't know what to do.

"Do you want some coffee." Jinxx asked.
"Sure." I said.
He was taking Allyson to get some coffee and he realized I was really tired and has known I haven't sleep today.

They came back 20 minutes later and Allyson gave me my coffee.
"Maybe you'll talk now." She said.
"I don't know, I'm just very tired, I have tried to take a few naps today but it didn't work out."
"You should have told me." She said.
"You probably wouldn't have been able to do anything about it. And does anyone know if we have a concert tomorrow."
"No, your good. You can sleep all you need. But try to go to bed early." Jake said.
"Ok."
"Maybe so it will be more quieter we will all go to sleep early so it might be easier for you to sleep." Ashley said.
"Are you sure." I asked.
"Yes, you need to sleep you look like you need to." Jake said.
I nodded and carried Allyson with me.

I put her in my bunk and then laid down.
"Are you okay." She asked.
"No, I have a headache and I'm very tired. You don't need to sleep now, I just wanted you next to me you can go on your phone if you want."
"No, I'll talk with you for a little bit. I'm not well either, my depression."
"How long." I asked.
"Sense the night before I stopped talking. I was hiding it from you and you never have known. And I was always with you and thought I was still normal. You never realized." She ended with whispering.
"Why would you hide it." I whispered to her.
"I don't know, I wanted to know how long till I would not deal with it, dumb thing to do."
"Please tell, because then I know to be a little easier on you."
"But in the situation when I don't have you around I have to be strong about it."
"You are strong, I just don't want to rush you or make you any more upset then anything else would."
"Ok, I have one question for you."
"What?" I asked.
"When will we get married." She asked.
"I don't know, when you want I guess. I haven't really thought about it."
"Oh, should we think about it now."
"Sure."
"How about a little after we get back." She said.
"I guess, and it depends how you feel. It's up to you when you want to get married."