Adopted by Black Veil Brides

Chapter 48

Allyson's POV

I grabbed his arm and brought him upstairs. "What's wrong." He asked.
I sat on the bed and cried. He walked next to me and hugged me. I told him I wanted to take a nap. He pick me up and put me on my side of the bed. He laid next to me and looked at me, "what's the real reason." He asked.
"I can't believe I did what I did. I went back to something I shouldn't have." I started to cry again.
"You'll be okay."
"No I won't, I hate myself."
"Stop." He said.

I stopped and looked at him. "You have no reason to hate yourself your a beautiful person, I don't want anything to happen to you. I love you. Please don't get so mad at yourself."
"But it's what I do."
"There is no reason for you to."
"Andy, you know I can't deal with this. Seriously, it's all I've done." I said crying.
"That's why I'll help."
"You can't help!" I said getting up. "It just isn't going to work!"
"Calm down." He said. Walking to me.
"It's hard! It won't work!"
"Just calm down, you'll be ok." He said. He grabbed my waist, but I pulled away.
"Andy, I just need to be left alone!" I said. I was still crying.
"No!" He said.
"Just leave me alone!" I yelled. I fell on the ground and started to cry.

I do the stupidest things. I argue over dumb things, everything.

I felt him almost lift me up.

"Don't!"

He kissed me and then I ended up a little okay. But still wasn't happy about anything. He picked me up and brought me to my feet.

"Please another kiss." I asked.

He grabbed my waist and kissed me.

"Is that better." He asked.
"A little." I said. "I'm sorry."

He picked me up and carried me to the bed again and then let me take a nap and cry.

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Andy's POV
3 weeks later

I still haven't given her ring back. I keep going to but then she always gets the argument and then I know she isn't going to want it then. She has been back at Ashley's sense she does not want to be around. I don't understand what's wrong. She tells me what wrong then there's and argue and she's fine for a day then she's mad again.

I have texted her, she never replies but she reads them. Then she calls me and yells at me. I did noting.

I told Ashley to scheduled us some tours for a little while so then we would need to be near each other, I doubt anything is going to happen. We are going to be going tomorrow then going for a few weeks.

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1 day later

We have been here for one day and she hasn't talked to me or looked at me. It is worrying the other guys.

"Allyson talk to me." I asked.
She shook her head.

"Talk to him." Jinxx said.
"No, I don't need to."
"Well, you kinda do."
"No, now don't talk to me." She said and walked to her bunk.

We all texted each other our ideas.

Jinxx- maybe she is not eating
Ashley- she might of been lying about almost everything this whole time
Jake- she hasn't said anything to me about anything and she tells me almost everything and what she tells me she tells Andy or all of us
CC- she could be mad, but that's been happening all the time. We need to leave her with one person sometime and see what she says
Andy- I like all your ideas and I think that she might be cutting I haven't looked for while sense she has been at my house

We talked for a while and then Jake went to talk to her first. After 5 minutes he came back. Then we told Jinxx to talk to her. They all talked to her but I didn't.

Andy- what did she say
Jake- she told me that she didn't want to be around you because she would think it would drive you crazy to be so emotional around you. And also that she has been very mad about a lot of things. Your not the reason though so don't think it's you.
Andy- is that what she told all of you
Ashley- yeah
Jinxx- yep
CC- I'm pretty sure

I looked at all of them.

"What has caused this." I asked.
"We don't know, we would love to help but she hasn't told us." CC said.
"She knows we are going to tell Andy, that's why she won't tell." Ashley said.
"What are we going to do." I asked. I got op from the couch and walked to my bunk.

I laid there then started to cry. I miss being around Allyson, but now she's been so distant and won't talk or look at me, if she talks she yells.

"Andy." Jinxx said.
"What." I said with tears.
"You need to try to talk to her or make her look at you. There's something that's really bothering her, and your not forcing her to tell. She needs to tell, I just checked on her and she was crying."
"Jinxx, I can't." I said.
"You need to."
"No, she could seriously hate me for all we know."
"Just listen. She will argue with you and she is going to yell, I just know it. And you have the right to yell back, she isn't listening you can it will make her want to stop. And also we are around so it's different."
"Fine." I said.

I walk to Allyson's bunk and she was just sitting there.

"What do you want." She snapped.
"I want to know the problem."
"No! There is none!"
"Yes there is! You just won't tell! Why?! Is it going to be too much for me to handle! You know you need to tell, so tell me!"

(Trigger warning)

"Don't make me use my blade on myself!" She said.
"You won't do it!" I said taking it away.
"GIVE IT BACK!"
"No! Just tell me what the problem is!" I said. She grabbed the blade and did it twice. I took it back and gave it to Jake then walked back to her.

"Tell me." I said. "Please."
"If you want an answer, and the actual one then fine!" She said. I could tell it was going to be bad. "We can't see each other anymore! The arguing has mad things worse! I can't handle my thoughts, and they get Interrupted by everything! And it's all my fault! So you wanted it! It's not from you it's me. I'm sorry." She said and cried.
"So we can't be together?" I asked.
"Not now, I don't know, I just can't deal with it now. Maybe a different time." She said.
"No posting anything about this because if Rachel sees she would try to get me back."
"Ok, I promise I won't. I'm sorry again."
"At least you told, but how about Alex."
"He will stay don't worry, you can visit I am just not thinking that right now is a could time for me to be dating."
"Ok." I said. "If you need anything ask."
"Got it." She said. I hugged her and kissed her head.

I hope we could get back together sometime soon.