Adopted by Black Veil Brides

Chapter 32

Andy's POV
1 week later
Day of concert

"Please talk to me Allyson."
She said nothing just looked at me.
"Can you please talk, I did nothing to you for you to do this, I'm sorry if I did anything wrong but I want you to talk."

She got up and ignored me. She doesn't seem like herself she's being very different. She keeps telling me she'll talk soon but she hasn't even said a word, not even once. A lot of times she will wake up in the middle of the night and cry but she says nothing. I'm really worried. She still won't let me touch her.

"Come on, please talk. Today we have a concert."
'I can't go' she texted me.
"What's wrong, I need to know."
She ignored me and just got ready.

When she finish I took her over to Jinxx's house.

"Do you know why she won't talk to me." I asked Jinxx while we sat down.
"She's told me that she doesn't trust anyone except me and she knows she should be trusting you but she can't." Jinxx told me.
"Why."
"When you and Jake were talking a week ago and then I came over. She was sitting in the door way cutting and I nocked the blade out of her hand and I didn't know she was there but that's what she said."
"Is that true." I asked.
She nodded and showed her arms.
"She's not herself and doesn't want to perform with us." I told him.
"You said yes last week." He told her.

"And another thing that would help with this is that she has been calling me every night when you are sleeping. Or texting and they aren't good." He said.
He showed me his phone and showed the conversation of them last night and she tried to run upstairs but Jinxx caught her.

"How could you, how could you never tell me. What if you were to die and I wasn't there to help." I told her.
'I already tried 3 times' she texted me.
I put my head in my hands. It was hard for me to hear this, I couldn't help it but I cried.

I looked at Allyson and she had her arms around Jinxx crying.
I heard everyone else come in but they were quiet.
"Why are you guys cry." They asked.
"Not now." Jinxx said. "I was about to call you and say to come to my house but you already came but we were all going to meet here." He said.
"Ok." I said, wiping my eyes.

I looked at Allyson and she fell asleep.
"Why were you crying." Jake asked.
"Allyson told me she tried to hurt herself 3 times already."
"Oh." Jake asked. "Did she talk."
"No she texted."

"Why is she so light." Jinxx said.
"She refuses to eat and I am trying to force her but she won't."

Allyson's POV

I woke up with Jinxx holding me and everyone else talking. When they seen me starting to wake up they looked at me and stopped talking. I didn't like the attention so to block them out I hid my face in his chest.

"We have to go to the concert." CC said.
Everyone got up and walked to the car.
'I don't want to go.' I said in Jinxx's ear.
"You have too you said you would and we're excited. You sounded amazing playing with us."
'Fine.'

When we got to the venue I took my guitar and got it set up.
"Are you almost ready we start in 5." Ashley said.
I nodded.
When I got on stage I realized I was wearing a shirt and you could see all the scars and I felt scared of what please would think. There were some weird stares.
I got my guitar and put it on. I walked out and heard a guy yell, "there's enough guitar players and she cuts."
I took the guitar off and started to run off stage. But almost tripped. I felt an arm grab me but I tried to keep running but then felt another arm grab me and I stopped. I seen Andy and Jinxx.
"Your coming back right now! that guy is dumb, don't listen to him." Andy said.
Jinxx walked me back to my guitar and handed it to me. I put it on and then flicked off the crowd so the guy would know I don't care but I still kinda do.
I started to play, and when I realized it was sounding really good I started to get happier, when we did the solo every one cheered and I was really happy.