Adopted by Black Veil Brides

Chapter 2

I just woke up and saw a big spot of blood on my shirt so I lifted my sleeve up and seen that 2 of the cuts did not close so I must have cut them a little too deep. I was about to go out of my bunk to get my clothes from my bag but it was were the guys were and did not want them seeing my blood on my arm or cuts. So I just laid there and thought of what I could do. When I figured it out I texted Ashley and told him to bring my bag to my bunk, and he did. When he came over with my bag he asked, "why is there blood on your sleeve." I told him I didn't know but he new I knew so he said, " tell me the truth and if you tell me I will be able to help you." I said "fine" and told him that last night before I went to bed I made 3 cuts on each arm and 2 of them were a little to deep of cuts that they bled through an didn't stop.

After I told him he gave me a hug and asked if he could see my arms. So I lifted my sleeves and showed him every one I had and told him what every one was from. There was only two that were different from the others and one was BVB's name and the other one was BVB's star logo and when he seen that he was amazed at how I made it look so nice, but was mad I did it. The star logo bled the most though because I made it big on my arm and so it left a big scar. After I showed Ashley I gave him a hug and he told me, "get ready soon because we were going to go shopping."

So I hurried and got ready, then we were off to go to hot topic and I got some cool posters and shirts and jeans. After hot topic I asked if we could go to Starbucks and so we did. After me and Ashley  Went shopping we got back to the bus and I seen Jake with his guitar
Learning something new. " hey" Jake said as I got on to the bus.

" how long were you gone for"he ask. "about 2 hours." He just said ok. So when I got back to my bunk Ashley asked if I was ok I said yes but I wasn't ok. He knew that if I wasn't ok he could tell. But sense I wasn't ok and refused to talk, Ashley had to get Andy. Andy tried his best but I still didn't talk all I did was cried. I was just about to run to the bathroom but I didn't.

Sense Andy couldn't get me to talk he was going to get Jake but I stopped him. I told him I needed help and couldn't live with myself cutting anymore and I was crying and so Andy came in my bunk and laid next to me and I showed him my scars and the cuts from last night. When I told him about last night I started to cry. I couldn't stand it anymore. After a while I fell asleep next to Andy .