his summer love

Troubles

1 and a half later

Brittanys pov


So its been about a month and a half since the boys left. its been extremly hard on me and kayla. we havent seen much of perrie and eleanor because they've both been working.

Sarah has been rather distracted with her schooling. she still has a private tutor shes gonna start at an actual public school soon though.

I've been talking to niall as much as we can but woth time diffrences it really hard. i have faith in him and i trust him fully but a small part of me is doubtfull. i mean he's niall horan. in the biggest boyband in the world. is wanted by thousands lf girls every where. he can have models other singers actors girls much prettyer than me. but he choses me. im just normal theres nothing special about me. im not perfect. he cam have anyone he wants but he chooses me. i just dont understand it and thats why im just a tad doubtfull.

Anyways right now im in the living room with kayla and sarah watching something. not really sure what because im not really paying attention.

I got up and walked to the kitchen.

I set my phone down on the counter and opend the fridge door.

"You'll never love your self half as much as i love you" my phone started ringing dont judge me by my ringtone.

"Hello" i asked while continueing rumaging through the fridge.

"Hi is this brittany curtis" the male voice asked.

"Ya this is brittany" i said while moving stuf out of my way.

"Hi this is dr.ryans from the homeschapel hospital youre mother is here and she told us to call you" he said i was confused.

"Um why is my mum in the hospital" i asked while suddenly loosing my appitite and closing the fridge door.

"She told us she was visiting someone and she had been experienceing pain in her head for quiet some time now but while she was at this persons house she was in exgrucoating pain so they brought her to the hospital andwe think it may be serious" he explained. she hasnt said anything about being pain or anything to me. not even when i saw her on christmas.

"Since your her only imediate family we can get ahold of we need you to come down here as soon as you can" he said.

"Okay ill be there as soon as i can" i said and hung up. I felt like i could cry. it could be serious is never good. ever.

"Kayla sarah" i yelled and they came running in. "what happend what is it" they asked after looking at me.

"Its my mum we hae to go back to chesire now" i said. we all went to our rooms and threw random stuff into our bags not knowing how long we would be gone. we got plane tickets on line luckily their was a plane leaving soon.

We called a cab and went to the airport.

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When we got to to chesire we toke our bags to the hotel we reserved a room at.

We then went to the hospital and to the fron desk. the whole time i tryed not to cry.

"I need to know what room laura curtis is in" i rushed. she gave me an apoligetic look then type away at her computer. she must know what is wrong with her. crap thats not good.

"Floor 3 room 315" she said. we got theough the elevators.

We got to the third floor and found my mums room. there was a doctor standing near it.

"Hello are you brittany" he asked he must be who i talked to on the phone. "yeah" i chocked out.

"Im sorry but i have bad news can i talk to you in private" he said. i nooded and followed him until we wer eout of earshot from kayla and sarah.

"What happend to her is she okay" i asked trying to contain from crying.

"Im afraid to tell you we found something very wrong and fatal in you mothers brain" he said. "she has been diagnosed with brain cancer im very sorry" i coudlnt hold back any longer i cryed.

"H-how long does she have left" i asked i need to know.

"Not long its been there for quiet some time if we were to stop it from spredin we would have ha to do the surgery last month but its to late now it has spread and is fatal we will do everything we can to save her but if nothing works im afraid she doesnt have much ime left" he said. i couldnt help it i was sobbing now. "You can see her if you would like"

I nooded clarifying i understood and he went left to go see a diffrent patient.

Sarah and kayal rushed over to me. "what did he say" "is she okay" i was asked. i hook my hean no.

"S-she he has cancer" i said they had un readable looks.

Mum has alway been sarahs favorite aunt and mum was like kaylas second mum.

They looked like they could cry to.

"Were aloud to go see her now" i said. we walked to the door and looke inside the little window in the door.

I walked in first and hated what i saw. she was lyeing on the bed. With wires hooked up to every part of her. she looked tierd and stressed. She had bags under her eyes.

"Hi mum" i said when i walked upto her bed. "hello brittany" she smiled. how is she smileing at this time. shes dyeing.

"How are you feeling" i asked sitting on the edge of her bed.

"Alright ive been better" she said. shes acting like nothing is wrong. like she doesnt have cancer. shes not in a hospital. like she isnt gonna die.

"How are you" she asked. "not so great alot has been going on" i said. its the truth though.

"Please dont cry" she said whipeing her hand across my cheeck.

"I cant help it" i said. "dont worry ill be okay im stron i will fight until i cant anymore dont worry" she said.

"How do you know mum what if the only things they can do dont work i dont want to loose you i lost jacob he was able to come back but we lost dad an aunt carol and uncle steve i dot want to loose you to" i cryed.

"You will never loose me even if i dont make it i will always be with you in spirit always" she said not really helpin though.

"Please dont leave me mum" i said. "Dont worry darling i will do my best to fight" she said and then the door burst open and a distraught looking jacob. the doctor must have told him.

He came over an enveloped mum in a big hug.

My phone yet again started playing nialls part in little things.

"Ill be right back" i exscused myself and went out to the hall.

I looked at the caller id and its niall.

"Hey" i said trying to calm myself down and not soun upset.

"Hey princess whats wrong" he said. i knew he was gonna be able to tell.

"Uh nothing" i lied. "you cant lie what really happend" he asked.

"Its my mum" i said. "what happend is she okay" he asked rapidly. "yea shes okay for now shes in the hospital so im back home for a little while" i said sitting in a chair right outside of the room.

"What happend to her" he asked. "she s-she she has brain cancer" i said only making me more upset.

Me and my mum have always been close. so this makes me ten times more upset.

He didnt say anything but from what i could hear someone was telling him something. "im so sorry tell her i said hi we have a show soon so i have to go but i love you ill call you after" he rushed. "okay i love you to bye" i hung up and calmed myself down.

I decided to let mum and jacob talk alone for a few and set off to find kayla and sarah.

After a few minutes i found them both with puffy red eyes sitting down in the waiting room.

"Hey" i said and sat next to them. "hey we called el and perrie there comeing soon perrie has a few days off and is gonna come down today and eleanor doesnt have another shoot for a week or so so shes coming to they should be here in a few hours" kayla said. "okay do you guys want to go say hi" i asked. they nooded.

We got up and they followed me to her room. we walked in and went over to her bed and sat down in the uncomfortable plastic chairs.

"Hello girls" mum said. she doesnt look sad at all.

"How are you still so perky aunt laura" sarah asked looking at her in shock.

"Well im still here and i dont want to spend the little of my life left crying" she said. thats my mum for ya though always thinking positive.

"I guess youre right" she said.

That what we did all day was talk about random things. perrie and el soon came and they came into the room an st with us and talked.

"So brittnay how is everything with you and niall" mum asked i knew she woul ask that at some point.

Niall and i havent relaly sai anything to anyone about moving in together yet to anyone.

"Were great" was all i said but i couldnt help but smile when i said it.

"Thats wonderful" she said.

We continued talking about things. niall kept his promise and called after their how asking how mum wa and all that.

Jacob left to go to his hotel and about an hour later everyone else did to but i stayed. i cant leave. i dont want to.

"So brittany about you and niall when i asked how things where i know there was something you werent tellin me but by the look on your face you havent told anyone yet what is it" she asked. damn it i knew she could tell.

"Well niall and the other boys are away on tour for 3 months they left a month and a half ago but the day before he left we decided that when he comes back that we would move in together" i said still not being able to wipe the smile off my face.

"Oh thats great" she said. "so things are pretty serious between you two" she asked.

"Yea" i said looking down and smiling to myself.

"Thats great" she said. "ya you should probably get some sleep" i said she nooded and fell asleep.

I got comfortable in my chair and also fell asleep.

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hey so sorry  havent updated in a while ive been super busy. so the first basketball game of the season was yesterday and i had to go to cheer. and middle school cheerleaders arent supposed to go to away games but the basketball cheerleaders for the other team came for some reason. and i was super annoyed with them. so first they come into our schoola nd call us bitchs and whores. like bitch please you dont come to my schoola nd call me that i dont think so. then we were practicing in the bus lobby and doing our stunts and stuff and we were really really loud so they were outside of the bus lobby trying to stunt but failing and trying to be loud but also failing that was failing lol. then it bugged me the who game because there hair didnt all match some had high pony tails some low some in the middle and some had headbands. there pom poms didnt all match, there unicforms werent all the same and there shoes omg some had actual cheer shoes but some had nikes, sketchers, one girl had converse high tops, one girl had the ugliest sperrys and one had ballet flats, and they all looks terrible 2 of them had failed attemptes at snookie poofs. and one had so much make up on im like would you like a little face with that makeup and annas like you have a little face on your makeup might wanna fix that lol. and they mocked us the whole game, when almost all the did was clap and they were so off it was so bad we laughed lol. and for their halftime rutine they didnt do stunts where they sat in a cradle but there legs were spread apart. nick looked so uncomfortable because they were watching him but he looked so uncomfortable and wouldnt look at them but when we did out cheer he watched us lol. 

thats my rant its extremly long and you didnt have to read it but if you did thanks lol. luv you all byee bye