Save Me

Chapter Twenty One

I covered my mouth facing my back to Justin. This is terrifying.

Why did that just happened?

Does god freaking hate me?

I just ruined a perfectly romantic moment with my whale sounding sexual moan. I wanted to disappear into thin air. I wanted to go back in time and slap myself silly for doing this! Before I could proceed with my ranting in my head Justin twirled me around. I looked up at him and he had pure amusement in his eyes and a goofy crooked smile on his face.

"What was that?" He asked beaming harder. I furrowed my eyebrows groaning in pure frustration. "I don't know! It was horrible!" I groaned again putting my head on his shoulder. Justin laughed pulling my chin up to look him in the eyes. "Can you do it again?" He asked, his eyes sparkling. He bit his bottom lip. I stared at him in confusion.

"What so you can laugh at me?" I answered frowning slightly. He laughed harder shaking his head. His cheeks turned slightly red. "Cause I liked it. It's sexy." He said pulling me closer to him. My eyes got wide. Was he serious? I nodded my head as a substitute for words. I was confused but flattered at the same time. He kissed me softly again taking me by surprise.

"Come on I gotta take you home." He said grabbing my heels and my hand walking towards the car. Everything seemed perfect. But clearly it wasn't. Selena still wants her diamonds, my step dad could come back at any moment, and it just feels like Justin is just doing all of this because he feels bad for me. It's like he's just doing this because I'm a poor charity case. I shook my head trying to push away those negative thoughts. Why can't I ever be happy for myself? Why can't I ever accept that something good happen to someone like me?

I was pulled away from my thoughts by Justin sitting me on the hood of his car. I watched as he wiped the sand off my feet slipping on my heels. He looked at me tucking a piece of my hair behind my ear. I blushed staring at him. Justin put both of his hands on either side of me leaning his face closer to mine. My heart started to race when I felt lips softly graze my cheek to the bottom of my ear. I closed my eyes crossing my ankles. He was starting to make me feel tingly all over.

"It's cute how I can make you nervous so easily." He bit by earlobe softly. I opened my eyes pushing him away hopping off the car. "You don't make me nervous! Don't be so cocky!" I huffed crossing my arms across my chest. Justin stepped closer to me putting his hands in his pockets. Justin was really tall compared to me. He basically towered over me. But I wasn't gonna let his height intimidate me. I stood my ground.

"How am I being cocky?" He asked smiling a little. "You just are! And just because you kissed me and stuff doesn't mean you have some kind of magical power over me. So don't think you can make me go weak in the knees every time you look at me." I replied grabbing my jacket from his hands. "You know you're just the cutest little thing ever." He laughed. I pushed him getting in the car smiling. Freaking corn ball.

Once Justin got in we went straight to my house. I opened the apartment door and let Justin in. I threw my keys on the couch kicking off my heels. I ran my hands through my hair.

"You can si-" I got cut off by Justin pulling me into a make out session. I wrapped my arms around his neck pulling his hair slightly. Justin's hands slid down to my butt giving it a squeeze. I let out a moan making Justin pull away smiling big. "You did it again!" He exclaimed with amusement. I blushed pushing him out the way. He really did like my moans. I went to my room I changed into some black tights, tank top, fuzzy purple socks and my hair in a pony tail. I walked out seeing Justin sitting on the couch. I sat by him hugging my knees to my chest. I didn't know what to say to him. Why am I so shy? We basically just explored each others mouths with one another's tongues 10 minutes ago.

"Don't be scared of Selena." Justin said breaking the silence. I looked at him with a confused look.

"What do you mean?" I asked, chewing on my lip. "She's not that scary. I won't let her touch you. So if she threatened you don't be scared." He grabbed me pulling me to his side. Why is everything so flipping perfect? I snuggled to his side inhaling his scent. Justin rubbed my back as I slid down resting my head on his lap.

"Justin.." I whispered tucking my hands between my legs looking up at him. "Hmm?" He hummed looking down at me. The way his hair slouched down against his forehead, his dreamy hazel eyes and his perfect plump pink lips looked right now. He's so perfect. I sighed playing with his hand. I completely forgot what I was gonna say. I guess I just wanted him to look at me. "What?" He whispered smiling a little. "Nothing.. I just wanted you to look at me." I muttered staring into his eyes. He grabbed my face between his hands pulling me into a kiss. I put my hands on his cheeks sitting on his lap a little. His hands slid down my thighs squeezing them a little. He pulled away softly letting out small pants. I smiled blushing a little. I laid back down resting my head on his lap.

"Go to sleep.." Justin muttered rubbing my back. It felt really good. Very soothing.

I closed my eyes letting sleep take over.

~Justin P.O.V~

I rubbed her back till she was asleep. Once I heard her snoring softly I looked down at her. She was beautiful. She looked so peaceful. The way she was sleeping though. The top of shirt was exposing a little of her breast. I looked away. "Have some respect Justin.." I whispered quietly to myself. I picked her up taking her to her room. Once I covered her I leaned down kissing her forehead. I was about to leave when I felt Minnie grab my shirt.

I turned around looking at her. "Please don't leave me Justin.." She muttered sleepily. Her eyes were still closed. She pulled me down to the bed. I laid down pulling her to my side. She snuggled her face into my chest. I honestly can't have her on me like this. She doesn't know how badly I want her. I sighed moving her away a little so I wouldn't feel her breast against me but once I moved her she hugged herself closer to me. "Please god..." I muttered. I think god heard me cause she turned away from me. I let out a sigh of relief but I think I sighed to soon. She grabbed my arm wrapping it around herself. Now I have her ass literally on me and my hand on her breast.

It's like she's asking for it. It's not like I don't like this. Because I'm enjoying this very much. But I don't want her to think I'm a pervert. I leaned in to her ear. "Minnie.. I gotta go." I whispered into her ear pulling away a little. She nodded giving me an effortless kiss on the jaw snuggling into her blankets.

I got up walking outside. I locked the door walking towards my car. Once I reached my car my phone rung.

"Hello?" I answered getting in my car.

"I'll help you."